You'll Find Were You Belong

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Sitting on the benches is not the most fun thing. You think that your healed and then your doctor tells you that you have to be in a cast for a few more months. YAY! Note the sarcasm. I wish that everything would go back to normal.

News flash, Beckett and Carly are dating. My life just got a whole lot more complicated, not only am I heartbroken, I can't dance my heartbroken heart out of my chest. The only thing that has kept me going is the small amount of hope that I still have.

Though it may sound stupid, I have hope that everything would be normal. After everything that happened I don't think anybody trusts me with anything. Carly pities me, but she says that she can't help her feelings. I don't blame her. A part of me want's to leave this place. Go find, a better place than here. Right now I just don't have the strength to stay.

 I'm staying for the sake of my siblings. I'm staying for the sake of my family. Not finding were I stand in this world is hard. But, I believe that it's worth fighting for. I didn't say I wanted to suicide, nor did I say I wanted stay here.

I ran, to Aunt Julia's house. Don't worry, I'm safe. Tell everyone, that I will come back one day.

-Yours truly, Vanessa Autumn Morita

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