ONE SOUL IN TWO BODIES 💯

Chapter 16

After the press and the online portals made such a mess and didn't improve, we decided to react. We talked to Karan and interrupted the filming for a few days. Shahrukh and I were going back to Mumbai. Nobody knew we were going.

When we arrived at the airport we decided to leave the building for a rear exit. I felt terrible. We were fleeing without wanting it. We had stayed in a Karan house. Now I felt that cut in my life. We were in our land and yet homeless. It saddened me on the one hand, on the other hand, my life was sitting next to me. We had chosen this path and now there was no turning back. On the way, Shahrukh had talked everything with Yassen. Yassen should take care of me especially the next few days. We didn't know what was going to happen. We were nervous and worried. Shahrukh smoked one after the other. When we arrived at the house, they left me. Shahrukh wanted to move forward. He really wanted to get to the point. Shahrukh hugged me and gave Yassen a stern look. He had left. Endless hours of waiting began for me.

From Shahrukh's point of view

I hugged Kajol and looked at Yassen sternly. He understood my look. I entrusted the love of my life. We keep going. Gauri didn't expect me. First I wanted to talk to the children. As much as possible, how do you explain to your children that you no longer love yourself as a parent but that nothing will change in the future? My heart ached because I knew I was going to break three hearts.

Upon reaching the Mannat, the doors opened. My heart beat up to my throat. I got out of the car and went inside. I was silent. Gauri did not seem to be there. I took off my jacket and went to the rooms. I heard voices. Suhana was probably in her room. Open the door. Startled, she looked at me. "Daaad!" She came to meet me and jumped into my arms. I had missed my little girl so much. "What are you doing here?" Mom did not say anything you're coming in. I thought you'd come in 2 weeks. " "Honey, I have something to talk to you about, is your brother?" Suhana looked at me suspiciously, "I think in your room, Dad, what's wrong?" Suhana was worried. She realized that I was nervous. "Suhana, I'm going to the office for a moment, I have to make a call, let's meet in the garden in 10 minutes, please tell Ayran too." I kissed her on the forehead and went into the office, I had to stop for a moment. I sat on my chair, I was about to tell my children that I would leave them for another woman, did I really want that, did I love Kajol so much, was she really the love of my life, I shook myself. Yes, I loved this woman, I would never want to be without her, I gathered my thoughts and went to the garden.

There were my two angels. I walked slowly towards them. Ayran got up and gave me a hug. He also realized that something was wrong. I sat and looked at them. Both were watching me. "Aryan, Suhana I have come to speak something important with you." Suhana interrupted me "Dad has something to do with the photos?" It was evident that they had seen that. "Yes, too, but I want to explain something to you first, I'm sorry, it's hard for me, so I'd like to tell you a little story before, when I entered this business 25 years ago, I only had your mother." Working as an actor is not always Over the years, I learned to handle everything, I had colleagues who became good friends over time, now Ayran interrupted me "like Aunt Kajol?" "Yes, like Kajol. In Baaziger we met. Over the years, you know, she was always by my side. You know that we have always understood each other very well. Again and again, these rumors came to the fact that we had something together. This was never the case. We were always good friends. But these images are different now. I looked at both of them. They looked at me surprised. "Unfortunately, I have to tell you that Kajol and I love each other, I feel for this woman feelings that I cannot explain, I don't want you to believe that I will stay away from you, it will never happen, you will always be the first thing in my life. it will never change! " Embarrassed, I looked at the ground when I heard Suhana "Papa, will you leave Mama?" "Yes, my love will separate me from your mother, I am very sorry, but nothing will change for you, I will look for a house near here, you can come at any time, please, I just want you to understand, that I don't do it for physical pleasure or whatever the press is about to put in. I leave your mother only for the reason that I love Kajol from the bottom of my heart. " Ayran came to me and put her arm around me and said, "and you've always loved her!" Surprised, I looked at him with tears in his eyes.I was only 14. How could I feel and remember something like that? My arms and I hugged him tightly, I cried, Suhana came to us and he got in. "Dad, do not be sad. Everything will be fine. "Now I knew we could do everything, my children understood everything they could and stayed behind their father, I could not wish for more.

After the conversation with the two I went to Gauri's shop. I wanted to clarify that now. I was inspired by how my children reacted. I expected Gauri to respond so calmly.

When I entered the store, an employee came to me. "Mr. Khan, are you here?" Gauri still has a client, can I bring you something? " "Yes, a coffee, tell my wife, please, I'm here." So I went to her office and I dropped me on the couch. It would take a while. I picked up my phone and wrote Kajol: ...

Shahrukh: Hi, Honey. You're good?

Kajol: Hello. Everything is fine. I'm sitting in the garden distracting myself with a book ... how are you? Have you been home already?

Shahrukh: Yes, I have already spoken with the children. It has been better than I expected. I'm in Gauri's store waiting for her ... I miss you.

Kajol: really? I'm glad that it went well with the kids. Do you want me to go?

Shahrukh: would you really do that?

Kajol: I'll be there in 20 minutes.

Shahrukh: I love you

It would help me a lot. But I would never have asked her. I didn't want to put her in this situation. But again it shows me that it was the right decision at the right time.