ONE SOUL IN TWO BODIES 💯

Chapter 22

After having been almost all the night with the children and my mother our wedding was planning. We had also talked with Karan, Manish and Farrah. Everyone was excited. But we still had a lot to do.

Today we haven't few takes common. I sat in the wardrobe of Shahrukh and took a book. Shahrukh was filming. I enjoyed the tranquillity a little. His phone blinked. I took it and my heart froze when I saw the screen.

"Hi honey, I'm in town, we want to meet, I have a big surprise for you, Kiss Priyanka!"

I opened the door and headed towards Shahrukh. I wanted to throw the phone at his feet. What was happening here? Why had Priyanka written to him? Was there still something? Would not be. I entered in doubt. I wanted to trust him, but I had just read it. I waited until the scene was over. Shahrukh came to me. I was angry and about to explode. I warned myself that I should answer in a low voice. He noticed that something was wrong. "Kajol, what's wrong with you?" Angry, I showed him his phone. I didn't say a word. Because I couldn't guarantee calmness. He picked up his phone and looked at the message. He raised an eyebrow and looked at me. "Kajol I know what you think, but there's nothing, please believe me." Tears came to my eyes. Immediately Gauri's words came back to my mind. I couldn't say anything now I looked at him. Surprised, he noticed my tears. I went back and left the set, I wanted to get out of here, that was all so surreal, we planned the wedding yesterday, I'm pregnant, there couldn't be anything, but why then she did write it? I went to the hotel.

Flashback

After I refused to do the Karan movie, Shahrukh again sought the conversation with me. He tried everything to win me for that movie. But I stood firm. I couldn't shoot a movie about adultery and infidelity. Also I had discussed it with Ajay. He also thought that it wouldn't do me any good. I told Shahrukh that I had decided to shoot with Aamir, Fanaa. Surprised and hurt, he looked at me. He put his forehead against mine. I closed my eyes and felt that deep pain. How I wish I had told you at that moment... Shahrukh, you are my life. But he withdrew from the situation and left without saying a word.

Long and painful months passed without any contact with him. I longed for it. Each day that passed more broke my heart of not having contact. I was missing him. Our conversations, our touches, our games. His presence in all these years, I knew he was there for me. But now I was alone. I felt abandoned.

I had finished with my filming, so I accepted the short appearance in the Karan movie.

Ajay took me there in the morning. We went in and I stopped. There he was. My heart began to beat. It took my breath away. I wasn't ready to find it. He was standing with his back to me. But as he had always felt my presence ... he turned slowly. Our eyes met. The world around us disappeared. I only perceived it. There was only that look ... A look between friends who hadn't been in contact for months. A look that left no doubt that he had missed me. I saw his deep pain. I saw all his sadness ... I saw ... Priyanka nestled against his chest. At that moment, I returned dry to my world alone and abandoned. Immediately I turned to Ajay. He noticed my tears and put his arm around me and kissed me on the forehead. "Hey, you don't have to do this. We went to my session. I realized that Shahrukh was still playing with her, but without taking his eyes off me. That moment is sealed in my heart.

I went to the mask. They had chosen a pink sari for me. I loved it. Ajay came to me and whispered, "Hey, you're very sexy." I laughed, but would anyone else think so, too? When I went to my position, Shahrukh sat on a chair and watched the scene, his eyes burning on my body. He still had not spoken to me, his eyes were on, but they were cold, as if he wanted to tell me something, I saw Priyanka constantly jumping around him, but he paid no attention to her.

Months after this meeting, I met Shahrukh at an awards ceremony. When he saw me, he immediately approached me and took me by the hand. What does he want from me? He pulled me with him and we went to a back room. "Kajol, I'm so sorry, I wanted to call you months ago ... but I didn't dare ... Was I afraid you would hang up or ignore me?" I looked at him, what should I say, I had no right to reproach him, I had no right to be jealous. He had no rights at all, so what should I answer? "Shahrukh, I miss you so much." Surprised, he looked at me and hugged me tightly, I felt his emotion, that was exactly what I missed so much. I felt myself, as if I had awakened from the Valley of the Dead, but one thing still burned in me. "Shahrukh? What is there between you and Priyanka? "I felt him swallow hard and his heart began to beat hard, he released himself from the embrace and looked at me with that painful look." Kajol are you ... "He turned away from me, under his gaze and said in a broken voice: "I don't feel anything for her." With those words he left me alone.

Back in the day

My mother approached me on the terrace. "Hi honey, what are you doing here? You guys have takes in common today." "Mom, I'm gone. Shahrukh received a message from Priyanka that surprised me a lot, I had to leave because otherwise I would have made a big scene for Shahrukh, why did she write him? Mom, I'm so afraid of losing him." My mother sat next to me and hugged me tightly. "Men's are weak, sweetheart, very weak they even establish rules without realizing that the heart doesn't follow those rules. It is up to us to remind these stubborn types every day that feelings are determined by the heart and not by stupid rules. A deep commitment only arises when you reveal your feelings to others. You have to tell him what do you feel. Shahrukh loves you from the bottom of his heart. He would never run the risk of putting you in play. You have to trust him. This Priyanka doesn't know nothing of you, and you know that Shahrukh has some attraction, after all, you have also fallen in love with him." Mom smiled and kissed me. "Come on and let's solve this love, he will surely be suffering from not having you there."

When we arrived at the shoot, Shahrukh was filming a scene. When he saw me, he immediately interrupted. Everyone looked at him. Even Karan got angry. But he didn't care. Immediately he came. Without saying a word, he hugged me and we walked towards in his wardrobe. "Kajol ..." "Shahrukh ..." We both looked at each other. We didn't have to say anything. He understood when seeing my look what I wanted to say and how painful those feelings were. He kissed me and he didn't let go. After a while, he picked up his phone and smiled at me saying "Selfi?" I knew what he was up to do. He took me in his arms and kissed me on the cheek with tenderness. "We are fine?" "Perfect Shahrukh ...!" "Then let's send this." "But Shahrukh, what if ...?" "Shhhh. She will not say anything, believe me. She doesn't risk that. "Shahrukh sent her the picture without comment, never again Shahrukh received a message from her.