ONE SOUL IN TWO BODIES 💯

Chapter 35

Today I had received the invitation of the Filmfare Awards. It was the moment. Sadly, I sat in the chair. I closed my eyes and saw the day we took the video. It was going to be our big day. We wanted to confess our love to the world. Finally we wanted to start our life as the Khan family ... And what was the reality? I was sitting in my mother's kitchen with almost 40 years. Deceived and pregnant What was going on? Where was the Kajol that was strong and always different? The woman who liked to look in the mirror every morning and was proud of herself? Where was that woman? I was at the end of my strength. I could not go on like this. The pressure was increasing. I couldn't forgive Shahrukh. On the other hand, the press that constantly harassed me due to pregnancy. Everyone was happy with the new baby Devgan. The constant headlines. I didn't want anymore. That afternoon I made the decision that was going to change my life.

Without talking to anyone, I packed my things and returned with Ajay. When he opened the door for me and saw my suitcase, he took me in his arms. He said nothing. He understood that I was at the end of my powers. I couldn't continue like this. I loved Shahrukh. I loved him more than my own life. But I couldn't forgive him.

Ajay helped me reorganize my life. Every day that passed I handled it better. No one could understand my step. My mother asked me not to escape, but I couldn't help it. I tried to forget Shahrukh. But I didn't succeed. I had 10 weeks of pregnancy left. My stomach was no longer hiding.

The night before the ceremony, Ajay and I sat on the terrace. "Kajol tomorrow you are both nominees. That means you will meet tomorrow. Are you ready for that? I looked at him sadly and just nodded. How would Shahrukh react? I hadn't heard from him all these weeks. I had avoided reading about him or going to places where I could have found it. I was afraid of the renewed shock.

Before the ceremony they combed my hair and made up. When they finished, everyone left the room. I stood in front of my mirror and looked at myself. It should have been our night. I turned and went to my jeweler. I carefully took out my wedding ring. I took it off that damn day. I put it on and left the room.

When we arrived at the show, reporters immediately surrounded us. The red carpet was a pain for me. Always that smile played, always the same questions. A photo here a photo there. I was uncomfortable and Ajay noticed he pulled me closer. He leaned toward me and said in his ear: "Kajol almost made it keep calm." But I couldn't keep calm because right then Shahrukh was coming with Karan.

Ajay also noticed this and squeezed me tight. He looked at me and winked at me. I took a deep breath and gave my best smile. I saw Karan and Shahrukh approaching. And just then Ajay took me and kissed me passionately as I never had. I was so surprised that I couldn't even defend myself. The press screamed and took pictures. When I separated from the kiss I looked at Ajay, irritated and furious. What was that? I looked directly at Shahrukh. He was there. As trapped in his own world. He didn't answer any voice he didn't answer at all. He just looked at me. His eyes contracted and without any emotion he just stood. I turned to Ajay and entered.

Inside, I faced Ajay. "What the hell was that?" "Kajol keep calm. This man deserves it. He thinks he is the King." "Ajay, what he thinks or not, doesn't have to interest you. Never do that again. Do you understand me?" I was angry. He had taken myself completely by surprise. We went to our places. I was lucky not to be near Shahrukh.

The show started. The acts were partly entertaining but sometimes very tiring. Shahrukh had some parts. Every time I went on stage, my heart stopped. Every time I saw him he suffered. I struggled with my tears. The night lasted until the grand finale.

The nominees were shown in short videos. We were both too. I closed my eyes and heard "And in the Best Actress category she won this year ... Kajol!" The audience applauded. I took a deep breath and got up. On the way to the stage I had to pass by his side. I didn't look at him. But I felt his gaze. I accepted the award and thanked for this award. Now he had to wait until the male winner was named. Of course, I knew who it would be. And that made my heart speed up. "And in the category of best Actor this year he has won ... Shahrukh Khan!"

He climbed the stairs to the stage and came cautiously towards me. Of course I had to hug him. We were on stage. We couldn't show anything. Our eyes met and Shahrukh hugged me briefly. He also accepted his prize and thanked him briefly. Now we had to take the photos together. He came back to me and put his arm around my waist. We both smile forced. He turned to me and whispered, "And did you enjoy kissing your "husband"? Did you like stabbing my heart? I looked at him in pain. Notice my tears. Shahrukh kept posing for the cameras but I left his arms and left the stage. I had to leave. from here.

The party after the awards was underway. I sat in a corner and was thinking about Shahrukh's words. They had touched me. They had provoked something in me. I felt his anger. He had felt his love. Ajay came to me and knelt in front of me. "Hey little girl. I wanted to apologize for the unpleasant situation. Kajol, I'm sorry." "Ajay, it hasn't been right. Don't play with something like that. You know that Shahrukh loves me. And it's not fair." "Kajol? Was it fair for you?" "Ajay, please shut up." I was angry that I didn't want to keep talking. I got up and wanted to leave. But Ajay took me by the arm. I just wanted to turn to him when I heard "take your hands off my ​​wife." Surprised, I turned around and saw that Shahrukh had removed Ajay. I had no chance to react. Ajay went to Shahrukh and punched him on the chin. Shahrukh fell. Ajay knelt on top and gave him one more. "Who do you call a dog?" I was petrified. Everyone looked surprised. What had Shahrukh done? Ajay got up and laughed. "Is this all Mr. Khan? Can you do nothing but fool others?" Shahrukh jumped up and hit Ajay with two heavy punches. But they didn't even let him hesitate. Ajay came out and gave Shahrukh a K.O. impact. He went to the ground as if in slow motion. At that time I didn't care who was present. I yelled at Ajay. "What did you do? Are you crazy?" Karan ran to me "Kajol, what's up?" I knelt before Shahrukh and saw that he was bleeding. I shouted "Shahruuuukh ..."