Love Or Insanity

Chapter 15

I sighed looking at the clock running towards the building I met up with Okuda and Karma I sighed

"Lets go"We headed off towards the weird ass building and climbed up towards the pipes hiding as soon as we saw a cctv I growled calling Ritsu

"In San(3)-

-ni(2)

-Ichi(1)

-Zero Imada!(Now!)"Ritsu cheered as we ran towards the other part

We got towards it climbing up

Koro~sensei was there . . .

"How can you polish that thing right now?"I mumbled annoyed but hid it well getting in with Okuda and Karma I was last to get in being stopped my Koro~sensei

"Y/n~san dont think of yourself as a third wheel okay?Im worried you might"He muttered I shook my head faking a smile"Im not!"I say soon Koro~sensei nodded a bit before letting me enter

I just stood there while they wrapped each other Karma was wide eyed when Okuda came and hugged him"Im scared Karma~kun"She mumbled tearing up on his chest Karma made a small gesture towards me

"Why should I help you?"I whispered he glared at me and looked at Okuda blushing a bit I sighed and pushed Okuda into the container"You?"Karma asked I shrugged as I locked them in place soon the capsule flew and I fell to the floor I rubbed my head

"Oww"I said soon talking with Ritsu opening their locks we entered the ship I was the first one out

"Kids!"A foreigner said"We ale here in peace give us the usb durive now or we would brow thisu ship away"Okuda said holding a small fake bomb they gave us the drive soon smiling"In exchange for a safe thing you three would help us"He said in japanese

"YOU COULD HAVE SPOKE JAPANESE SOONER!"I yelled at them soon playing around with the gravity but was always the third wheel

"Okuda~chan here"Karma splashed Okuda with floating water"Ehh!!!"Then Okuda did the same

I sighed feeling like crying why? Because I was jealous

Jealous because the one I love is with her I sighed biting my lip to prevent the tears to fall but one ended up escaping but im glad no one noticed soon our mission was complete the both smiled and entered hugging each other for safety as we went down wards I accidentally hit my head and I held it in pain soon standing up and got out Koro~sensei greeted us with his never changing grin

"Okayrinasay minna~san!(Welcome back Everyone)!"He yelled out hugging us but I dodged him not wanting to feel care anymore

"Y/n~san"Rio muttered soon walking up to me"You kay?"She asked I glared at her"Am I okay to you?"She nods I sigh in annoyance

Girl

I made my way to the cliff Karma fell off of

Rio eyed me suspicious"Ne Nakamura~chan"I said she hummed in response I smiled at her"Do you think people will care for me? . . . If I died?"I asked eyeing the cliff and the fall below

She gasped knowing what I was about to do"Dont you do it L/n I swear!"She cursed tearing up

"It wont hurt to try right?"I asked turning around she cried"STOP!I SWEAR IF YOU STEP ONE FOOT ON THE EDGE I WILL FREAKING KILL MYSELF!"She yelled

"If I die . . . Would he care?"Rio looked at me confused"You know it pains to see the person I just realized I was inlove with is with another girl and he seemingly seems to start loving her?"Rio's eyes were wide"Karma"

I nodded"Will he?"I asked once more before tears fell down me face

Sadness washed over me like a tsunami of flames

My body trembling as if it was a large earthquake shaking me

Tears falling like large waterfalls on my e/c eyes

Dread fell over me

I smiled through the pain remembering my past

Syringes,chains,pain,saws

All of them

Rio soon screamed"DONT!"I smiled turning around"Will they love me?Or may I put it will he love me?care for me if I died?"Rio wiped her tears but more fell

"Stop . . . Dont do it . . . Im sure he will . . . So just dont!"She choked out I smiled at her reaction soon walking to her hugging her"Im sorry . . ."She kept her head to the ground as I walked to the cliff I turned around

Smiling as she looked up with tears on her pale face the wind blowing her blond hair"YADA!YAMETE Y/N~CHAN!(NO!STOP Y/N~CHAN!)"She yelled practically screaming at this point

I sighed and smiled

"Thank you Rio . . . For all the things"She ran to me"NO!!"

I smiled taking a step back"Tell everyone I love them for me kay?"I said soon letting me body fall down as I see Rio's face turn pale as I closed my eyes as I saw her arm extended over the cliff her hair flowing on her eyes

She closed her eyes and screamed

"KORO~SENSEI HELP Y/N!!!!!"And all I saw at that time was black

"Sayonara . . . Karma~kun"