Love Or Insanity

Chapter 20

~Forgiveness~

Why? Was all I could think at the moment

My mother had hurt me deeply with her words my father hurt me deeply on my skin

I cry

The dream changed and it was my birthday

I was happy as I took out my stash of cookies and ate them happily

Soon after I was running downstairs to find my parents fighting

I stare at them before my mom threw a bottle at me which in my brother protected me

"Mom!Dad!Enough of this already!"He orders holding my little weak self in his arms

My mother spoke up"Honey would you be a sweetheart and kill her brother?"My father took a knife

"Oh I will make them"He says before stabbing my brother to death my eyes widened as he still managed to smile

I cried he held my cheek"S-Stay . . . A-alive for m-me o-okay?"He chocked out

"No,no,no,no,no!"I say holding his hand

"D-Dont . . . Cry . . . Y/n ..."and he lost his final breath

"Noo!!!"

The dream changed with my 4 year old self smirking holding a knife standing on my parents bodies

I woke up

Drenched in sweat and tears I groggily stood up and cleaned myself up

Got damned nightmares I cursed out

I sigh and my phone ringed

I let go sa sigh as I read the text message from nonother than Akabane Karma

Bitch~Queen
Hey wanna hang out Y/n?

                                 Alienoid Thingy
                                                            No
Bitch~Queen
Please?I have something
to tell you

Alienoid Thingy
Ugh fine Karma

Bitch~Queen
Yes!Thanks meet
me at this cafe they
sell coffee Jelly

Alienoid Thingy

I never knew you were adicted
To coffee jelly?

Bitch~Queen
Just be there at 9 am

Alienoid Thingy
Okay okay bye

Bitch~Queen
Okay bye love you

I close my phone and stare at it before throwing it to my bed and taking out a gas mask and some cleaning supplies

IM SOOO CLEANING THIS CURSED PHONE I thought before going to the cafe groaning

Luckily my phone was waterproof since I threw it in the bathtub

I know what your thinking

'Nobody F-ing throws their phone intentionally in the bathtub with WATER'

Well now you know someone who does

I sigh and walked to the cafe whatever

I sat down on the chair infront of me was the redheaded devil Karma himself

Karma sighs and holds my hands"Y/n"I retracted my hands away from his unclean ones

"Y/n im sorry I-I want you to forgive me please"He pleads I shake my head and tear up slamming my hand on the table"I was hurt!forgotten!Judged!Mislead!And I have been betrayed how do you think I could forgive you when you gave me the feeling of being broken?"

Karma looks at his feet as if they were the only interesting he could see

Karma looks at me angrily"I want us to be together thats what im wanting to say but I need your forgiveness for that to happen!"My eyes widened and cried

"Im hurt . . . Im betrayed . . . Im mislead . . . Im forgotten . . . And eventually when were apart you would forget about me like what happened earlier"I said sadly

I stood up and ran he followed and soon Karma took my wrist

We were in the middle of the sidewalk people passed by and some stopped to watched the cliche moment unfold infront of them

"Y/n!Im sorry!Please just come back to me!"I shook my head

"Since when were we a thing!?When!?"Karma pulled my right wrist he was holding his hands on my waist as he kissed me

My . . . First kiss

I tried using my free hand to push him away but ended up clutching his shirt as my legs started going wobbly

I fell as lets go of the kiss supporting me

I cry"Thank you"I mutter

Karma looked at me confused on why I said that

I looked up at him and smiled softly closing my eyes"Thank you Karma"He tilts his head and suddenly was wide eyed when I kissed him

"Thank you . . . For loving me"

"And choosing me"Karma chuckled and tucked a hair behind my ear his hands in my waist and cheek

"I love you"

"Me too"I say he holds my chin his breath on my lips"Will you be my girlfriend?"He asked smiling

I giggle and nod"Of course"And he kissed me

We heard clapping"Are we married?"I joked Karma smirked"Not yet maybe inn the future tho"He says smiling and hugging me

"Soo do you forgive me?"I giggle"Of course now lets go home its getting late"