Sad poems

I lost her

My brain is hacked by trillions of thoughts
I stay up all night thinking and thinking until my thoughts drives me crazy.
Dont pity on me!
I dont get her love everyday, Im not used to it and dont know how to care it.
I believe i can express my thoughts with writing then speaking .

You were the sun to me in winter and rain to me in summer .
My heart beats only for you and i planted our love inside and its safe with me
Come back before autumn,
Where are you? Are you in city? Or you left
She lived with me for a long time .
No she is not Attention seeker.
She wants me to listen her out

Oh my freind! Where do i find her? I went to find her east and west and come back seems like i lost her
I can't t find her anymore and the longing is eating me just like a wood is eaten by itself
I told birds i lost her , and they dont sing and dance on trees like before
And my tears are falling apart and i cant control myself and my heart feels so heavy.
How u i take u back ? This is your home in my heart And dont abandon me with our love
Oh my eyes light! help me to find her or if you find her tell her im looking for her everywhere and she is high in her beauty
Her scent is the best scent that I ever smell and there is nothing like her scent and there is no precious scent to me in this mortal world, even roses of our garden jealous of her scent
if life was unfair to me my friend i would exchange my breathe wth your scent so i can smell your natural scent last time

Your innocence face melts my heart how i seek forgiveness while you were looking for help and revolving around me like orbits revolve around the world .
Come to me my dear and give me all your saddness and take my halftime happiness
The roses in our garden are even sad of ours separation
Is our distance worth waiting? If you are looking for me .. find me under the trees of our hope of happiness.