chapter 16- im insane....

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ziva's PoV-
I dance with Johannes and after we took some pictures with fans I'm not in the next Dance it's graham and Karen's dance so I run down to my dressing room she's still there asleep thank god...
I walk around plaiting my hair for joes Charleston and she slowly wakes up....
"feeling better" I say
"Yeah thank you so much" she says
"Wanna talk about it" I ask
"okay I can do that" she says
We sit and talk for ages I hear a knock at the door....
"Rose your on now" Karen says smiling
"Who is this" she asks
"This is inde" I say smiling
"She saved me from my boyfriend long story I'm so very grateful" she says
"I'll come sit with you wanna tell me I won't tell anyone promise" Karen asks she nods I walk off I get ready for joes Charleston and I run down the hall to Johannes and Graziano and jake we all get ready with the ladder and do the routine Johannes making me laugh in the way back I reach my dressing room to see she's gone....
"Karen where's inde gone"I ask
"She just left I asked her to stay but she insisted" she says
"I was going to help her with the police I guess some people don't want help" I say
"Like you" She says
"Yeah like me" I say running off to the roof
I sit on the ledge and think I am really insane which is a very true I feel like in the world I should be locked up but I don't want to I'm insane and I embrace it....
I stood on the ledge for abit contemplating life and death watching over the liverbirds and the Albert dock watching as little people walking past they look like ants from up here I will never forget inde she was so sweet so lovely so broken down I am broken I can admit that I know all my failed foster homes broke me I could never stay s day without being hit or attacked didn't even speak then I met joe and Dianne they are such amazing people I don't really open up to them I can't be dealing with sympathy nope sympathy isn't me I can't have people crying when I tell my story I feel a presence behind me I know it's a man by the breathing I slowly turn around to see joe thank fuck I thought it was my dad wow what's he done to me honestly....
"Rose are you okay" he asks
"Yeah just thinking" I say jumping down
"It's the results now wanna come" he asks
"Of course" I say walking with him
"THE WINNERS OF THE LIVERPOOL SHOW IS.........JOE AND DIANNE" ore screeches
"YEESSSSSS LOVES POWER COUPLE" I shout they look at me and smile
We all go get ready for the last dance I climb the barriers to swing off.....
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I swing to amy and land gracefully dancing with her then we all finish cracking a joke about Ashley making me and amy laugh our heads off for at least 20 minuets....
"What are you to laughing at" Ashley asks making us laugh More I fell onto the floor on the flood of tears of laughter....
"Oh my Come on you to" Dianne says smiling
Time skip- Glasgow ahead....
(Skipped Sheffield Sorry)
"amy can I ask you something" I say
"Go ahead sweet" she says
"Am I insane to you" I ask
"yes" she says truthfully
"Thanks just wanted to know because I feel I am and that's a good thing" I say smiling
"Yeah and I love you for that lovely" she says
"GLASGOW HERE WE ARE" I say shouting over the speaker
"it's like 4am shut up rose" graham says
"Oh I'm sorry" I say smiling
"Its okay rose" he says
We're here yes!

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