My Saviours💕✨

chapter 17- i dont want it i cant have it....

holla, I hope you enjoy this chapter and I'd like to shout out to rachel293x she's amazing and her fan fictions are 10/10 okay let's get started ily!💓x

roses PoV-
we perform at Glasgow when we are finished I shout....
"I'm just going for a walk" I shout
"Okay sweet don't be long it's late out" Dianne shouts
"I'll be okay promise" I say
I walk down the road to clear my mind and my phone buzzed I thought it was joe or Di but no....
Slit your wrists you anoxic prick
Ugly
Worthless
End your life
It goes on and on I walk faster thoughts racing in my head I walk up a hill to the top and sit in the bench watching the sun come up thinking about the messages slowly fade away I remembered I stole a cigarette from joes secret stash I light it with the lighter I stole my thoughts drifting away I get a message from joe
Where are you were abit worried it's 3am
Joe x
I quickly text back realising that I've been gone a while
Sorry time got away from me I'll be back soon I'm alright just waiting the sun come up
rose x
I stand up stumping the cigarette walking back through the empty streets of Glasgow next stop Nottingham!
time skip- the night of Nottingham...
I feel off tonight I just feel someone is following me around weird feeling I know I get ready for your song and I get a knock at the door I put my pants on and just put my blazer on,....
"Come in" I say buttoning the suit
"You okay rose" Dianne asks
"Yeah I'm good honestly" I say smiling
"Wow you have abs rose" she says shocked
"Oh yeah" I say smiling
"Better than joes hahaha" she says smiling
"really ahaha" I say smiling
"Well I'll leave you" she says letting me get dressed
I get some more of those texts but I ignore them and I swing from the top of the area it gets bigger and bigger and way more fun the more I do it....
Time skip- I don't want it....
We get on the bus to London I'm so excited but worried at the same time I don't know why I sit and stare out the window contemplating life and death....
"Earth to rose" amy says waving her hand
"Huh?" I say confused
"We're here sweet" she says I smile
"Oh good" I say smiling
We all get booked in and I go into my room leave my bags at the door and sit on the balcony it's so beautiful I sit on the ledge thinking I stay there all night
I don't want to have life like this....
Time skip- the next day
"Morning everyone" I say smiling
"Morning rose you okay" Di asks
"Yeah I'm good" I say smiling
I get a text so I Excuse myself....
Hello, rose
Meet me at the London eye on Sunday after the show we need to talk
Unknown
I wonder who it is honestly so weird I walk back.....
"What's we doing today as we just have a late show today wanna go explore London as a little family" joe asks
"I'd love that joe" I say smiling
We have the best day we buy a few bits I get some new shoes Nike air ones I love them honestly that's all I got joe and Dianne got most of the things I was just so grateful that I have my family the best family I could ever have....
"Dianne joe can I ask you something" I say
"Shoot sweet" she says smiling
"Have you told your families yet" I say
"Yeah I have" Di says
"What did they say to you" I ask
"They love you and say tat you are so beautiful and strong they can't wait to meet you" she says as she hugs me
"and joe you" I say
"I kinda did on a video dunno if they saw it though" he says
"Hey that's okay" I say smiling
"Yeah they know but I don't know if they care I'll ask them tonight" he says hugging me
"I love you both so much I don't deserve you" I say smiling

holla, sorry it's abit short just wanted to get one out for you I'm going to try and upload one chapter of each a day of I can this fan fiction is nearly coming to a end which means a new fan fiction I hope you will enjoy it I would like to give two shout outs tonight so first one goes to muchaboutnothing03 because she makes such a beautiful fan fiction you should honestly check out it's so down to earth and is honestly a good read you won't regret it!💓x
The next shout out is for Youtubers-joanne frey I love you so much my lovely you gunna text me so I can tell you my crack anyways you NEED to check her fan fiction out honestly the best thing ever written it's a good read and she's so sweet anyways I love you frey lovely💓x
Bec x
next chapter- oh my god not you.....