WRONG USER (jenzie.)

36 | losing you

Kenzie's pov

I started walking towards him, my heart was beating fast, faster it has ever been.
I was nervous to see him.
I didn't even know was he was here.
It was so sudden.
I am so confused.
The last time I remember her was mad at me.

As I reached him, I saw him.
He was still the same handsome Johnny.
My thoughts just couldn't resist when I saw his pretty emerald green eyes.

"Hey" he said to me softly
"Hi" I said curiously
"I know you're confused on why am I here, but I'll explain everything to you" he said and tapped on the space by his side so I can sit.
"I really just don't understand" I said hesitantly
"Just sit. Please." He said
So I sat down.
"I am sorry. I wanted to tell you the truth but I didn't want to ruin everything" he admits looking down
"Yes, I guess telling me that you are famous, or that you are actually dating Nadia, would have that effect" I say giving away my anger.
"We're not dating."
"Oh my god!" I'm feeling really angry right now.

"Have you seriously come all this way just to carry on lying to me?"
"I - I am not lying" he stutters
"I've seen it all online" I glare at him
"Look, Nadia is an influencer too. She hasn't been doing well recently in the industry so our managers made a contract. They said it would help both of us, my album sales and her modelling career. I didn't want to go along with it, but they said all they needed was just some staged photos of us as a couple and some posts." He admits embarrassed.
"It felt so wrong, I hated it. I even thought about turning the deal down but my manager didn't let me. So I figured, it wasn't that I was actually going out with anyone, so when you came along.."

After this long confession, my thoughts were storming inside my head.
"So you aren't actually.." I ask
"No! We never have. I didn't lie to you" he says
"So she's not hurt with all this?" I ask shyly
He laughs. "No of course not. He was a bit pissed at first cause she said all this made her look stupid, but actually the drama helped her career as she was asked for more jobs so."
"I can't believe they made you do this" I say
"Yeah I know, apparently it's normal" he shrugs and giggles

"So why didn't you tell me you were famous?" I ask
"I was scared" he says looking down
"Of what?" I ask curiously
"Losing you" he admits looking right into me

So Johnny is here. And he wasn't dating anyone. And he was just afraid he'd lose me if he told me he was famous"

"You know, there so many people out there using celebrities. Using them for money, fame. I know that you wouldn't be capable of that, but my manager told me not to trust anyone. So I didn't, and it's my biggest regret"
"But I didn't even know who you were. Hardly anyone has mentioned you to me" I say
"Oh thanks" he says sarcastically
"No, I mean.."
He smiles and the sight of it just brings me butterflies.
"It's okay. I just didn't know why to think. When everyone on the internet started hating on me I freaked out. I'm just not used to it" I explain
"Yeah I get it" "how have you been dealing with it?" He asks concerned
"Well okay, once I went on a small internet detox"
He laughs "so I guess you haven't seen my new YouTube video?"
I shake my head "no"

So he decides to show it to me. We sit down and he puts it on his phone.
In the video he says "this is a song for my new album, it's about the only girl I've ever loved"
Suddenly a beautiful voice comes out of hind mouth. He sings a song as beautiful as him.
He sings a song for me.
I couldn't be more flattered.
This is so sweet.

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I'm ending this here
the last chapter is coming..