Nesto World *Editing*

Chapter 20

King Perez ,

My life fucking sucks ...

I hate my life , I have no one to talk too .

I have no one .

Life just wasn't for me .

I can't do this .

I grabbed the 20mg bottle of geodon .

I opened them and poured them all in my hand .

I thought more about life ....

It's just not for me .

I popped all of the pills & grabbed my glass of water & swallowed them .

I sat in the chair an was just staring at a plant in front of me .

I'm in the living room ....

My phone kept blowing up , of Facebook notifications .

It was comments of telling me "not to do it" & long ass paragraphs about how people adored me an love me ...

I barely even know them ...

The status I posted said :

I'm so done with life ...

It's not for me & never was ...

Been depressed ever since I was arrested , now 2 close brothers taken away from me ?

Like I said , life just isn't for me .

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I had got over 200 comments .

I didn't dare read any if them , I just assumed what it was about .

I gotten a text message .

It was from my mom , she was asking was I okay ...

I didn't reply .

I just sat back & let the pills take me away ...

I don't know how long it's gonna take til it take me away lol .

I'm already dead . 😭

🅱🅾💲💲 QUEEN PEREZ 💲💲🅾🅱 ,

I Seen My sons kings post .

What in the hell ?

I commented saying :

Boy is you okay ?

I also texted him , asking the same thing .

I really don't know what's going on with his mind right now , I know he's going through a lot but ...

What am I to know ?

I'm barely even home to talk to him .

I walked out of my office , and upstairs to my boss.

I knocked on the door , she had company .

But it was very important .

Soo I walked right in , "I'm sorry but , ms.su hui I have to leave and go home . Because it's a family emergency ." I told her .

"Okay , ms.perez" she said dismissing me .

I walked out of her office an back into mine to collect my keys , purse , & homework .

I walked out of the building & into the parking lot .

I got into my car an headed home .

King Perez ,