But as soon as dawn broke in my happiness seemed to fade.
! TRIGGER WARNING !
This story contains:
- suicidal actions
- selfharm
- depression
- angst
- boy x boy
PS.:
I have no clue what im doing lol
This place is no longer the same. Your sweet scent doesn't linger anymore. I walk through these empty rooms. They're full of furniture, yet so empty. How will I survive this?
You, my little bird, visited me in my loneliest, darkest times. You showed me an escape. You let me escape this cold, abandoned cage I was born into. You chirped me sweet lullabies, driving me high on your delicate voice.
But my young love, how can I go on with this never-ending routine if it's not with you by my side? How would I be able to carry on if I could not stare into your eyes, appearing like endless pools of honey? Why would I want to keep living if I could not take a taste of your sugary lips everyday?
How do I fill up this echoing hollowness in my heart?
Now that I lost you, I realize how much I need you. And now that you're gone, I wish I would have savoured every moment a little more. I wish I had taken more pictures of you. I wish I spent more days with you, more hours, more minutes, more seconds. I wish, my love. But wishes don't come true, do they?
So come, my little hummingbird, won't you sing for me a little longer? I'm begging you, my little bird, please don't forget the ebony cat chasing after your feathers everyday.
Hopefully you won't forget about me.
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Whats gucci my lovelies.
Sorry 4 inactivity. yall know whats going on
Also I managed to finally make a yt vid again after 202846602 years.
