The Truth That Was Never Told [Hoseok X Reader] [Completed]

Chapter 13

I didn't waist any time, the moment I saw him I jumped into his arms hugging him as if I'd lose him if I let go.

"I'm so so so so so sorry Hobi I should have never left you or Andrew" I said "wait that voice" I heard Jimin. all the boys came around the corner and as they see me, they gasp and Tae started trying to not fanboy.

I let go of Hobi and he just stood there in shock, I grabbed his hand and we all went to the living room, we sit down, at this point Hobi comes out of shock and his smile makes an appearance for the first time in a while.

just then Hobi scanned over my body noticing how I've changed as well "how did you get that?" Jungkook asked pointing at the little cast I still have for my healing arm "oh.. that.. I actually tried to kill myself, and ended up in a full body cast" I said looking down "that's where I've been this last month, healing. everyday I spent in that hospital I wish I could show up on you're door step and apologizing for leaving and jumping off a bridge" I said turning to Hobi

he hugged me "I'm just glad you're alive" he said as I hugged him back never wanting to escape his arms. we stay like that for a minute before we separate. we talk for a while and get caught up with what happened, and I kept apologizing every chance I got, they kept telling me it was okay but I knew it wasn't.

once the boys left I went to Andrews crib and spent some time with my baby. I still cant believe he was a month old yesterday. I gently place my hand on the side of his face admiring his beauty just then I heard the door behind me open, I was to transfixed on Andrew I didn't hear anything but my own thoughts

how could someone so dirty and worthless give birth to such a beautiful baby boy?

just then arms snuck around my waist snapping me out of my thoughts. it was Hobi. I smile at him as I remove my hand on Andrew to place it on Hobi's at my waist "he's so beautiful" I said and I felt Hobi nod as he placed his chin on my shoulder

"it's almost like he's an angel, the angel my beautiful fiancée gave birth to" he said making me blush at his words

"hey Hobi?" I asked and he hummed showing I had his attention 

"is it possible, that one day, we could have more kids?" I asked and I could tell he was thinking for a minute "well not now of course, we have this little guy and Lily just died" I said a bit sad "of course we could have more kids Y/n." he said and a smile appeared on my face

"if you asked me, I think It'd be good to have another kid soon so Andrew will have a sibling close to his age." I sat there thinking about the offer. "I agree but give it a bit longer" I said and he nodded. 

every since I gave birth I do miss being pregnant but I want to live in the moment for a bit longer, maybe when Andrew turns a year old then I'll think about it a bit more.  after that I decided to turn in and so did Hobi hoping to get some sleep before Andrew decides to wake up

~Next Morning~

I woke up before Hobi for once and went over to the kitchen and started warming Andrews bottle, I went up stairs and got the smiling Andrew out from his crib and took him down stairs. I grabbed his warm bottle and sat at the kitchen table and fed him

when I got done I put him on the floor with his toys and started on breakfast while keeping an eye on the little guy.

I made pancakes an bacon. I just got the last pancake off the pan when Hobi walked in "good morning sleeping beauty" I said with a smile as he smiled while rubbing his eyes "morning" his morning voice sent chills down my spine but I didn't let it show as I served him pancakes as he sat down and I grabbed Andrew and put him in his bouncer thingy and sat at the table with Hobi

Andrew was having a good old time in his bouncer, and I was having a good morning.. till Hobi asked something never thought I'd have to bring up ever again

"who hurt you, and how bad?" 

I froze in place as I went silent not knowing how to respond "what do you mean?" I asked awkwardly. "I want to know the reason behind your pain" he said and just then I knew what he meant, he wanted to know my past

"um, well. I grew up in a lie, when I was born, my mom thought I was straight from the devil considering I was the after math of my mom being raped by my father, that's the only reason they got married, because they screwed up and had me. the first time I saw my mother after being born she tried to kill me right the in the hospital." I said look at Hobi's permission to continue an he nodded, I took a deep breath.

"my mom was sent to prison, and when I was 3 I heard my dad talking on the phone, my mom went insane and killed herself. my dad, he'd lock me up in the basement with all his different torture tools, he use every one on me. I started to count all the tools 30 and they grew everyday." I continued 

"a family friend got lost and found me, my hands in chains, that was the was hanging me like a prize. he thought I was his sexual tool to use when ever he wanted. so when the friend found me he freed me and I went and lived with him, my dad broke out of prison and came back to get me. I was placed in protective custody. but my dad killed innocent people to get to me and it's all my fault. a-all the negative words he said threw out those 10 years of living in the basement, they keep coming threw my head and make me feel useless" I said in tears, sobbing as Hobi pulls me in for a hug