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i was in the bathroom, crying.
did you notice?
when you were fixing your hair?
i was looking at you with sadness in english class.
did you see?
of course not, why was i such a fool to hope you did?
he's better for you.
he's a man.
he can do more for you.
you don't talk to me at all at this point.
you don't even acknowledge the fact that i exist.
of the three months we've spent as friends,
you're acting as if you don't know me at all.
as if that man, not even, boy, is good all the way.
i hate that.
i feel sorry for you.
i looked at you as you walked home with his arms around you.
i sat and i cried and i lost my sanity for you.
all while you were watching me, but you didn't do anything.
i wonder,
did you see?

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sorry for the super super super long wait, thanks for being patient w me
thank you. :,)
i'm gonna try to do better for those of you that have stayed and are reading, i promiseee.

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