Poems

Falling part one- Flight

Falling

That is the only sensation I can feel

The feeling of falling

And it's not like a normal fall it's not the type of little jump that you feel when your chair starts to tip or you move in your sleep

This feeling of falling is like there's a black hole beneath me and there is no cushion at the bottom

There is no bottom

I'm standing up yet it get the feeling of vertigo as if I'm tumbling threw the air with nothing but the wind to keep me sane

And yet I'm not alone

In this fall I am not alone

There is another

He is here

He is falling as well

But are we falling together or does he fall seperatly am I falling faster or is he just better protected from the gravity of our situation?

Does he realize what lies at the end of the fall?

Is there even an end to this wonderful fall?

For it isn't scary the wind it warm and his voice is alwase there, a comforting background

But still we fall and we fall and we fall we fell into the hole called love and I'm not sure if I want to get back out
I'm not sure if I ever want to stop falling

but I'm scared

What's at the bottom of this fall? Will he be there?

Or will I be alone?

And even worst still if this hole has no bottom what's to stop him from spreading those beautiful wings and flying back out and leaving me to fall on my own?

But he's still here

And that is my hope

I'm falling

So very very deeply

I am falling

Am I'm loving every breathless minute of it