strings apart [jimin ff]

knowing a little

»if I could piece every single puzzle piece together, I would, but you keep hiding every single one«

Jimin's POV

Y/n confuses me a lot, one moment she's all jumpy, cute and eccentric and later on, serious, unbothered and professional, she sure knows how to act like an adult, while here I am, mixing up my emotions, the more I look at her and talk to her, I feel a small happiness that I'm finally with her, but yet again, I don't know why, I'm sure I've never seen her in my life, but a part of me tells me that I have, and she's somewhere special in my mind..

I kept staring at her, silent and still, I just talked with my thoughts while I'm watching her settle J-hope's character first: Mang, she would show us time to time the progress, and it would look more and more like a Line character, J-hope gives information or details that he would love to add to his character, y/n would laugh everytime J-hope jokes and makes fun with her drawing,

They look so close...since when?

I started to feel a little heavy and sober whenever I see her laugh and smile, but why exactly...

30 minutes have passed and y/n requested to rest her hand and mind, so she allowed us to talk to her, an intimate conversation between friends...but since when? I know that all of the members are friendly but why was J-hope and y/n already so close that they can talk freely about personal stuff..why can't I?

It's making me feel a bit lonely..

"Jimin."

Hearing my name wasn't really a thing to be happy and surprised about, but when I heard her call me by my name, all of a sudden, my mood lightened up, why..

"Yeah?" I looked up at her with a weak smile but a genuine one, she looked at me with a bit of worry in her face but she was happy, it made me a bit guilty..

"Are you okay? Is something wrong? You've been quiet.."

I could sense the worry in her tone, I want to make it up to her, I smiled and laughed a bit, waving my hand

"I'm just bored, no worries, I space out a lot."

She frowned more, I felt my heart sink to my stomach

"You can talk to me, I'm just taking a break so you aren't disturbing at all."

Am I really not? What about your conversation with Hobi?

"I'm fine, thank you."

I smiled at her, but why does it feel so fake..

"Okay then, after this, we'll be doing your character next."

Y/n smiled at me as if she was really glad to be doing it with me next, I smiled at myself like an idiot, she saw it and laughed at me then she went back to talking to J-hope, it took away my smile..

I can't wait to talk to her..

[Take note that the italic phrases or words are thoughts]

Moments passed and I only heard more laughter from y/n and J-hope, I couldn't take it anymore but I don't know why, so I excused myself and went outside, but before I could, y/n stopped me,

"Where are you going?"

There is it again, she's worried,

"To the bathroom, why?"

I bit my bottom lip, why did that came out wrong

"Oh, okay...return soon, we'll be starting in a while."