strings apart [jimin ff]

hurt

»they say that the eye is the window of the soul..but his was kind, innocent, ... and hurting...«

3 weeks later

Your POV

Another day of going to Line company, BTS will visit again today, the last I saw them was 3 weeks ago, after that first day, they visited the day after, I got the impression that Jimin wasn't happy..at all, he wasn't angry but he was sad, I felt that pain straight to my heart whenever he would talk to me and his voice breaks with that innocent smile of his, I can't be happy that day because he was hurting, he tried to avoid me most of the time, and even if meeting and being with BTS is lucky, well, that day was sorrowful for me..

Maybe it was him who gave that drink to me...

I've been thinking that ever since 3 weeks ago, and I've come to a conclusion that it WAS Jimin...not Hobi..that's why he was hurt,

But why exactly to the extent that he would avoid me and be hurt so much..?

I know I'm the y/n he used to love but...why didn't he just tell me...or gave the drink in person..

Your heart broke even more as you walk remorsefully to your job, your friend in the front counter noticing you,

"Thinking about it again, y/n?"

"What? Pshh-- got over it, something just came up that's all." You lied, with a genuine smile on your face, showing no worry,

Your friend looked at you suspiciously, you laughed nervously,

"Anyway, I'm gonna go now, see you around, ."

You walked away and went to your office in the 2nd floor, you passed by the room of which is now filled with the characters of BTS themselves, you looked at the posters, pillows, stuff toys, figurines and many more, a tear fell down your face when you saw Chimmy, it reminded you more of your college days when you would hear that name everyday from your friends..never did you know that the person you loved used to love you...

I can't stay here...

I walked away and wiped my tears in anger, going to my office, I threw my bag down at the couch and sat at my wheelchair and hid my face with my hands, why do I regret my past?? This sucks..

You groaned and let your face fall flat on your glass table, position your direction to your right side as you frown, you gazed outside your window and look at the morning sky, you could only wish, that you never met them..

The day went by quickly, Jimin kept staring at you and have been stealing glances, whenever you would catch him, he just look down or rather look at nothing blankly, pretending to think,

He's starting to make me angry..he has no right to be upset..

Although stuff between me and Jimin weren't cool, the others and me got along really well, I was right they were the seniors back then who would always be absent at the university, they told me a while after the project, they also told me about Jimins' interest in me all those  years ago..but that was then and this is now..

I never knew BTS would be cool in real life as well, gaahh I'm so lucky to become friends with them, they look more handsome up close, I could never get this close to them ever as a fan TTwTT), but..I wish I could forget the past or rather would I haven't known that THE Park Jimin used to...no, still likes me....maybe the old me, I guess I have changed much..

"Hey, y/n, don't go wander far off earth." Namjoon snapped me out of my thoughts,

"Yah y/n, what were you thinking?" Taehyung laughed as his box smile made my face go red, aghhh they're killing me >///<