TheLight || Jeonghan_SVT

twenty

days passed by and finally i can support my own self which i dont use any apparatus to help me, bandages still covering my fading wounds

sitting on my bed beside him

im glad Dad became more responsible with his own self i smirked

maybe he's afraid of loosing me as well, but it took times to knock him off and became a better man i sighed

im sorry, im not the same person you think i am i added

you dont deserve someone like me, a guy already took everything from me i looked down

then he forrowed

when i first saw you at the bridge, you already changed me, you were not suppose to see me its against our rules

every time you keep on having nightmares, i wanted to draw them away by kissing you but im afraid i wouldn't control it he smirked so ashamed

a red slowly appeared on my cheeks trying hard not to moved by his unaware cute words coming from his innocence

i used to have nightmares, i dont know why i lined my lips

dark shadows are attracted to you he furrowed

me? my brows moved

they eat and destroy a soul like yours, its like a game for them, the hunting never ends,

we call them rebel his eyes lined

my heart skipped a beat and have this fear that he has something he didn't tell me

you need rest he obviously changed the topic to avoid any explanation

i just put a false line on my lips and pretended that im resting, few tries of checking, he held my hand

even if it kills me he brushed my hair kissing my forehead with so much pain and affection

i tried not to move my eyes and let my tear flow, trying to pretend that i am not aware

you are worth dying Zen his wet lips woobled on my dry forehead

it was different, different from Vernon, i wanted to kiss him and feel every warmth, a warmth from an icey prince is not possible

he opened his eyes from a sudden pain from his chest

the place became his sanctuary again, tall trees all around us and a cabin next to us

Jeonghan! i ran and put my hands around him

i..i'll be fine he gripped his head in pain

what's happening! he screamed to death

please! dont do this to him! i shouted to a thick fog hoping someone could hear me