TheLight || Jeonghan_SVT

twenty-five

are you sure about it? his voice echoed inside my room

without turning to him i shut my eyes as i woobled the knife next to my wrist

are you going to stop me? i sobbed

no he answered

gripping hard the knife against me i cried hardly, taking in and out of breath as i tried to calm myself, he is just somewhere in my room until i opened my eyes, i turned to him

dont leave me again, i'll go insane i sobbed

he just gave me a glare, clenching his teeth while grabbing me next to him

did you do it again? with him? tell me! he was furious, he tight his grip around my wrist and i think my tiny bone almost broke

yes! and i will do it and do it and do it! i screamed at him for the first time, it turned me red facing him with so much anger

i want you! and if it is the only way i could see you ... i mumbled with pain

his cold lips were next to mine, my eyes couldnt believe with what i am seeing next to me

i have days left, spend it with me Zen his deep cold voice tingled my spine up to my lips

Jeonghan, whats wrong? i checked his eyes but he remained it close and made an intimate kiss instead

i let him and he let me, the sensation was different, it was love, i dont see lust, i felt im in heaven with him, everything was so gentle and light

my heart beats only for you, thank you for letting me feel human his angelic smile was different

lying on the floor with only thick comforters, i hugged him as i leaned my head on his shoulder beside me, i wasnt't ashamed we were not wearing anything under the blanket

i played with his naked smooth chest while he just hugged me tight, the light from across the street gave my room a romantic feels

sorry about Vernon ... i mumbled

shh ... i cant blame him, it felt good he giggled lightly

it was 7:00 in the evening, the ambiance was perfect with him next to me was beyond anything

Zen? i want you to live your life with so much love ... he sighed

is there something i need to know? i furrowed

lets not ruin this perfect night ... touch me Zen he smiled so cute

we lost our senses after then