Billie's P.O.V~
I can't sleep for shit bro. I've been rolling around in my bed for a good hour. I get up slip on a oversized shirt and pants. I then look everywhere for my shoes but to my fucking great acknowledgement they were downstairs at the front door.
I walk downstairs slowly slipping on my shoes and walking out the door. I was thinking about taking my car but I didn't want to so I decided to go on Late night walks whenever I needed to clear my mind.
Finneas hates when I walk alone because he thinks I'm going to fucking disappear or something. NOBODY WANTS ME IN THEIR HOMES. I ran as fast as I could not looking back. Everyone is a monster in their own ways. I'm the monster that's been under my bed since I was little.
I tried so hard to run from myself but that monster keeps coming back no matter what I do. I'm scared of this monster I've always been scared of her. But I'm too busy giving her all of my energy instead of ignoring and relaxing.
I start to slow down and soon sat on a curb. "Shit I forgot my phone." I hear someone's feet hitting against the streets pavement. I get scared but as the figure kept coming closer I noticed it was a guy. As he stopped running I see Finneas's face.
I run up to him and start to cry. I needed him the most, I needed him to tell me that everything was ok. All of a sudden my Tourette's started kicking in badly. I was shaking horribly.
I soon landed straight on my back and my face is turning a dark color. I was going into a seizure, I hear Finneas screaming for help. People are coming outside calling the cops.
I hope this time it ends my life for real...This is goodbye to you Finneas, and to you mom and dad.
