Billie's P.O.V~
I felt as if it was necessary to come out to my girlfriend and tell her that I like dick. I recently found out I like dick by Q, we were at my house and he decided that he wanted to fuck me so I had to experience this side in order for me to say that I'm into girls but holy shit was that dick good.
I text y/n and tell her to come over so we can have a talk. Soon enough was y/n here giving me a confused look. She sat on the door and I sat on my bed criss cross apple sauce. (Dont know why I thought of that) "whats up baby." She said smiling up at me. "Ima just say it, I like dick..." I looked down knowing that I've broken her heart. "I gotta go clear my head, bye." I look back up and see that she's not there anymore.
I hear her screaming and it stopped suddenly. I look out the window and see her walking in circles and then hopping into a guys car. "What the fuck, are you serious?" I continue to call and text her phone and let her know that I still want to be with her.
A couple of house went by and the front door opens revealing red stained cheeks. Cuts going down her lip, a bruised eye and more. "Why did you leave?" I just stood there, I didn't hug her didn't go up to kiss her. Everything was quiet...
It was like a horror movie came to life. I close my eyes tightly because I didn't know what into me but I just walk away and go upstairs and hop into the shower. I sit in the tub and close my eyes and lay there. I hear a knock at the door. It opens and y/n sits down next to me and rubs and kisses my arm. I move my hand and touch her face.
I soon caress her cheek and I sit up so that she can come into the tub with me. "Lock the door." She does as I say and strips. She moves towards me and into the bath she goes. We lay next to each other and hug through the time being. "You know I never meant to hurt your feelings, I just wanted to know what it would feel like to ya know have dick." I stare at the sink for awhile because o didn't want to move from her.
"Its ok I just, I just wanted to make you happy I thought what we were doing was what you wanted..." her voice cracks after that. "Baby whatever we do together alone is more than what I want." I play with her hair.
"I sit by myself
Talking to the moon
Tryin' to get to you
In hopes you're on
The other side
Talking to me too
Or am I a fool
Who sits alone
Talking to the moon"
I sing to her and kiss her neck, I love this girl to much to let her go. Y/n has been hurt to much by me and it needs to stop before I drive her away for good...
