the guy at the party

31.- didnt know what to title this lol

   I woke up with the same sickness I had the morning before. But again, my temp hadn’t changed. And it was always in the morning, never in the afternoon.
   “Hey Zach?” I asked looking at my colander.
“Yes babe?” He responded, turning his head to look at me.
“What’s the date today?” I asked concerned, but not showing it.
“The 30th..why?” He asked. Yes
Oh shit...I missed my period..
“Just... marking my calendar” I said, nervously laughing.
  Zach shook it off, and continued to do whatever he was doing.
  I was so nervous. I always had a pregnancy test in my bathroom cabinet, but I had never thought I’d have to ever use it...
  I’m 18, and Zach is only 18. Aside from that, both of us are pretty fucking famous and we can not afford a kid.
  I shook it off, and told myself it was just hormonal imbalances messing with me & I prayed that’s all it was.
  A few hours later, Zach had left to go get some clothes from his apartment.
   I sat on the toilet, holding my hands to my head praying that I was going to get the results that I was hoping for.
  I then peed on that stick.
  I looked at the stick.
&....

*later that day*

   Zach was taking me out to dinner tonight because I had been so sick lately.
  He took me to Panera because god knows that’s my favorite.
  We sat at a booth, close to the window, as always.
  We ordered our food, and I was silent.
  You could tell Zach was worried, because I was barley ever silent.
  “What’s wrong babe?” He asked, staring me down from across the table.
“Zach?” I started to tear up, and my voice started to tremble
  Zach stood up, and sat on my side of the booth with me and took me in his arms.
  I cried harder.
I could tell that people were staring, but I didn’t care.
  “Zach..” I cried.
  He pulled me in tighter.
“Yes?” He asked, worriedly...
  “I..I’m...” I stuttered, and cried even harder.
  “Tell me.” He demanded.
“I’m pregnant.” I cried.
  He pulled me into a tighter hug. He knew that my tears were soaking his shirt, but I assumed he didn’t care because he didn’t push me away.
   “Are you going to keep it?” He asked, whispering in my ear.
  That’s a question I hadn’t thought about.
“I don’t know..” I trembled, my body was shaking.
“I don’t think you should.” He stated.
  I pulled away from him, tears stained my face. I looked into Zach’s eyes and I could tell he was scared. Wasn’t it obvious I was too? 
  “Zach. Your penis did this to me too. I understand it’s hard, but it’s our kid?” I replied, shaking uncontrollably.
  Zach shook his head.
“Well yeah, I know Chlo, but you do understand that we are very young? And I’ll have to miss out on a whole bunch of deals if you have it. You understand that, don’t you?” He asked.
  Tears ran down my face.
“Well yes, I’m aware Zach. My future is on the line too.” I stated.
“Then get rid of it!” He yelled.
“No!” I yelled back, capturing everyone’s attention.
  I then got out of my seat, and stormed out of that restaurant without even eating.