#26 A smile so important

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Silence..
Is what I get,
In turn of the love he has long forget,

Ignorance..
Is what I deserve,
In return of the pictures and memories I still preserve,

Then came a moment..
When I decided to step back
But that feeling so permanent-
Instilled is hard to subtract,

I hate myself for staring-
At the phone hoping against hope..
I hate myself for defending him
When I know there's really no scope

Because I'm dying day by day..
And everything's soon going to be grey,
And I don't want him to be sad
When I'll be dead..

It's right for him to find another
When I'm not going to exist longer..

I wish I could be alive
Just to tell him,
How much I love him and missed him
When he wasn't by my side..

But he's happy with his other half
And this is all I want
His happiness..

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