dearest the keeper of happiness,
i am not in any means attempting to be selfish, but the emotions i used to feel, i can't anymore. just one grain of happiness is all i ask for. this is the first time i've skipped class, just because i can't handle myself anymore and i need to get a grip. in attempt to cope, i am failing drastically. the wish to just sleep everything off is strong, but i won't let that take over me. i need to look for alternatives rather than staying deep within the pits of breakup and depression. maybe tutoring the new student after school will lift my spirits, who knows? but if i could have the smallest bit of happiness... i would be the most grateful.
a broken girl,
suni
p.s. felix told me something that i can't stop thinking about. "sometimes you must forget what you feel and remember what you deserve." at least i know i have someone still beside me whom i can trust.
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