«stan»

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bill was in his room, just on his phone.

stan was in his room, also just on his phone.

there was nothing to do on this boring sunday.

both of them thinking about what the hell is wrong with them.

"i really wish i wasn't mad at him. but he did  stupid things. i know he's just a teen but i really don't wanna forgive him."

bill was thinking in his head. bill put his phone down and sighed.

"i wish i wasn't ugly."

"i wish i weren't so innocent, like other people."

"i wish i could take things in easily."

"but... seriously was stan trying to have sex with me?"

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stan just forgot about bill and was planning on ignoring him because he doesn't even have interest in bill. well bill had no interest in him so what's the point?

stan really thought bill was out of his league. he couldn't stop thinking about bill. he loved him so much, but bill didn't like him back and he didn't know what to do.

stan decided to play a song while laying in bed and thinking about bill.

                            (PLAY SONG) 

stan was so worried that bill would leave him. so yes... stan started to cry. he cried so much that his bed was full of his own tears. he got up and hurled himself in a ball.

there was a suddenly knock on the door, no, window.

stan looked over to the window and saw richie kneeling with his hand on the window.

"hey stan let me in."

his voice was sorta unclear but he understood that he wanted to come in.

stan slowly walked up to the window and opened the window.

"what?"

"stan, you okay?"

"i'm fine rich, what do you need?"

"i don't wanna see you cry."

"how did you know i was crying?"

"i didn't."

"what?"

"did bill give you that note?"

"yeah i liked it."

"why are you crying..."

"richie i miss him..."

his last words were cracked and he was sobbing.

"then get him back."

"he doesn't like me a-anymore..."

"oh wow... don't worry there is way more fish in the sea."

"but i like this fish..."

"stan, forget it. he's gonna be a jerk to you and as your best friend, i don't want to see you cry. you don't have to feel this emptiness."

"okay i'll try to calm down. i just thought... you know i thought we were gonna last."

"don't worry stan i promise you'll be okay."

"okay."

richie gives him a big hug.

stan relaxes himself as he holds onto richie lightly.

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