wish you were gay ❥ akaashi keiji

gay

How am I supposed to
make you feel okay
When all you do is
walk the other way?
I can't tell you how much
I wish I didn't wanna stay
I just kinda wish you were gay

it was the middle of the night. i was crying like the loser i am. i kept weeping and weeping until finally my phone vibrated. it was a message from him.

京治:
sorry

...

i stared at my phone for a while before turning it off again. the room was dark but the soft light coming from the moon made it look comforting enough...

...

名前:
hey akaashi

京治:
yeah?

名前:
i lov |
i lo |
i like you

京治:
im sorry?
but im not ready for a relationship...
no hard feelings.

名前:
it's fine
i get it

京治:
still friends?
right?

名前:
of course.
goodnight akaashi

before going to bed i let out a shaky breath. i've had enough.

the next morning.

" (y/n)! how was it? " my friend ran to me with so much joy and enthusiasm filled in her eyes and here i look like i'm about to end everything.

i sighed. " not good. " i desperately tried to calm myself down from starting a drama from being an emotional wreck.

" why? " she looked at me in the eyes, she noticed the dark circles around my eyes and i clearly looked like a deranged woman. " oh. but what was his reason? "

" he was gay. "

oh i wish. i really wish.

i smilled sadly to her dumbfounded face and continued walking on the hallway.