Random Transformers Scrap!

Not transformers but....

Guys....I'm most likely gonna delete this post but....I just need to get this off my chest.

I've met some one. 

And oh my gosh, I think I'm in love. 

He's the sweetest funniest cutest greatest thing in the world.

 I won't reveal his name, but let's call him...Coby. 

He's absolutely amazing. 

He honestly makes my heart soar. 

We're good friends...and ever I since I first met him, I've had a serious crush.

 I've wanted to tell him how I feel for so long....but I'm so scared of ruining our friendship....that I can't. 

We talk....like friends would....and here's the thing.....I've tried to get rid of my crush, because it pains me to go everyday seeing him and not being able to tell him how I feel, but I can't.

 I just can't. 

So, I went out to eat with some friends, and one of my good friends yelled at what seemed at the top of her lungs

 "HEY *insert my name*, WHO WERE YOU TALKING TO BEFORE THIS? THAT'S RIGHT: COBY!!!"

 Now so many people know about my secret crush, and are trying to get us together. 

I can tell he doesn't love me, or even like me as anything more than a friend. 

That's why this whole thing is flawed.

 I was talking and joking around with him today, and he flashed me this smile that just wanted to make me break down. 

Break down because someone as trashy as me could never be with someone as godly, handsome, and perfect as him. 

I've seen so many beautiful girls, who are much more prettier than me talk to him, flirt, and even hug him.

 And I can't help feeling sad seeing them talk to him, because he clearly has known them longer than me, and likes them more. 

He's not dating, not officially, and I've only known him for little over 6 months. 

It's hopeless for us, I know it is.

 If I can't summon enough courage to tell him my feelings...then why like him?

 Compared to this godly creature, I'm nothing more than a piece of scrap. 

He just...makes me so happy, treats me like a friend. 

Whenever we accidentally touch, I get tingles, I start to blush....stammer...I become a hot mess. 

I can't stop my feelings, I can't control them. 

Everyday, I grow excited for when I get to see him again. 

Just the sight of him, he make me so so incredibly happy.

I have his picture in my phone, and it's the most precious thing to me. 

We are both currently in a play together, he has a more major one while is minor and unimportant, like me. 

But every time we lock eyes, him onstage and me offstage, a just feel like we share a moment, where it's only us. 

And trust me, we lock eyes a lot. 

Sometimes it's a look of disgust

Sometimes, its a look of confusion.  

And sometimes, its a stare of wonder. 

And it's these very moments that just makes my day. 

When we just lock eyes, and all the hatred and negativity of the world melts away. 

Sometimes, Ill just catch him....looking at me, with those gorgeous deep chocolate eyes, and I want to faint. 

He completes my life, tolerates my weirdness,

He's the only thing keeping me going.  

Primus, I have such a crush on him...it's hard to even fathom my feelings. 

Oh, how I want to tell him these things. 

But I'm just too weak. 

 Thank you all for reading; I just had to get this off my mind before I went insane.