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Beyonce

Today my little Elle was feeling under the weather. Rihanna understood and said we could hold off on everything for today. As I attempted to get all the girls ready none off them would listen.

"Listen Janae please get ready for mommy" I saud trying to get her ready as she layed under the bed naked. "Please momma" I said and she started to giggle. She came from under the bed and got ready for me and all of a sudden Zakarie and Yoshi started screaming. As I calmed them back to sleep I got my other kids ready.

"Mommy Miani nakey" Empire said before she busted out laughing. I then looked behind me to see a naked Miani running from Rihanna.

"Baby please come here" I said to her and she immediately stopped running and ran up to me with open arms.

"Baby your daddy's hurt so you have to make it easy for him ok momma's" I said bouncing her on my hip. She nodded and once I put her down her ran over to Rihanna hugging her leg. "Sorry dada" she said looking up at Rihanna.

"It's ok baby" she said rufling Miani's hair.

As she giggled they walked into my room and sat on the bed careful not to sit on someones feet. As Rihanna talked to me while I got ready I figured out she was very funny. Once I was ready for the day I attempted to finish my hair. Once I was finished with myself I then got my sunshine's together for todays events. I put Yoshi in a all grey onesie and I put Kaire in a all purple onesie.

After everyone was dressed I got Rihanna to take a picture of me. After we took picture we decided to head to Worlds of fun.

"Ms. Rihanna are we there yet" Hermosa asked

"No sweetie and call me Robyn" Robyn said not taking her eyes off the road.

"Ok Robbie" she said making me and Robyn chuckle.

Once we made it to worlds of fun it was so hot outside. All the kids were having fun though as they went on rides I stayed back with Zakarie and Yoshi. As I sat waiting an the girls and Diamond Yoshi started to get a little fussy, I picked her up and started to rock her. She kept putting her tiny hands on my chest leading me to think she was hungry. I pulled down my shirt before I started to feed her as I slowly raked my fingers through her already thick hair. I looked down at her looking at all her beautiful features. As I breastfed Yoshi I noticed Zakarie in her two seat stroller smiling up at me.

"Hey Mi Amor" I said tickling her stomach

As she giggled and screeched I smiled down at her.

Once Yoshi was finished I fixed myself before I burped her. She went to sleep and I payed her down in the stroller, as I watched my babies sleeping peacefully a voice knocked me out of my thoughts.

"Umm Ms I couldn't help but notice you from were I was with my friends, your a very beautiful lady." The mystery lady said, she really pretty and her hair is so curly and long.

"Thank you" I said trying to hide my smile but failed miserably. I looked down at my babies as she giggled

"You have very beautiful children" she said and I looked up at her smiling

"How many do you have"

"Eight actually" I said and I could tell she was shocked but a good shocked

"Well if they're anything like they're mother they are all beautiful like you" she said and winked at me before rubbing her fingers through her long hair.

"What's your name" I asked her as she sat down by me

"Normani" she said smiling at me before looking down at the girls then she slowly moved closer to me and I'm not sure why but I didn't stop her. As we made small talk the girls came back with Rihanna not to far behind them, she was walking a little better but she still needed a little help walking. She made it over then all the kids started to tell me about the ride, they all crowded me and Normani as Rihanna stayed standing looking at me and Normani.

"mami quien es tu amiga" Hermosa said as I pulled her to sit on my lap

"This is mommy's new friend Normani" I said and they all looked at her and she looked at them smiling. As they interacted I looked up at Rihanna to see that she was pissed but was trying to hide it.

They all waved to Normani and started to talk to her.

"bébé parle en anglais pour maman ami" I said looking at all my girls then they nodded smiling before they continued to talk to Normani.

"Your really pretty" Hermosa said to Normani making me smile

"If you mommy's friend why haven't I heard about you" Janae said with attitude in her voice. I apologized to Normani before we exchanged numbers then we went our separate ways.

"What was that about" Rihanna asked a pinch of anger in her voice

" nothing I made a new friend, who think I'm beautiful, and thinks my kids are beautiful"

"Shit I would say that too if a girl looked like you" she mumbled making me look at her with a attitude

"What's that supposed to mean" I said completely stopping making everyone else stop too"

"She wants to get in your pants and if I was a random chick I would want the same thing" she said with a shrug and that kind of hurt to know all she wants me for is sex

"So if I wasn't your nurse you would just want to have sex with me" I said getting madder word after word

"What's sex" Azul and Nyeema asked

"Nothing, stay in a child's place" she snapped

"Hey don't yell at them" I said to her

"Worry about yo own kids, when your kids have a daddy that's what happens" she said and that was the final straw.

"You better be damn glad your on them crutches or I would kick your ass. Don't you every bring my children into this, worry about yo damn three baby mommas" I snapped before I rushed past her and grabbed my kids.

"Meet me at the gate in 10, only reason I'm not leaving you is because you have kids" I said and with that I walked away with pep in my step. I hated when people brought up here fathers because I didn't know them, well I knew Empire's dad but I don't think about it. As I made my way to the exit I couldn't help but wonder who the kids dad was, maybe it was time for me to find out.

"Mami, ¿estás bien? No dejes que Robbie te desanime. Es una cabeza de mierda." Jamie said hugging my arm as we walked.

"Thanks for trying to make me feel better baby" I said kissing her forehead. I then picked up Elle on my hip, while Jamie rolled the stroller.

"Mommy's big helper" I said before kissing Jamie's cheek. Once we made it to the car, I strapped everybody onto they're seats they came in and waited in the car as I breastfeed Yoshi. I let Zakarie sleep in my lap. Once I was finished and both kids were asleep I strapped them in. I turned the radio on and played 'Megatron' and I'm surprised Elle knowns the words.

"Don't sing this baby" I said before changing the station to Bass by Meghan Trainor.

As we sung the song I seen Rihanna come from the exit and I got irritated all over again, but I tried my best to hide it for the kids.

Once Rihanna got her kids strapped in she looked at me before she let out a exhausted sigh and started to back out of her parking space. As we drove with nothing but singing coming from the kids I couldn't help but glance at Rihanna to see she was already looking at me. Once we made it hope I took Zakarie and Yoshi in the kitchen, then I went back to the car to pick up Janae and Hermosa. Once they were into the house I tucked them into my bed before I decided to go back to the insemination bank.

Once I made in there, I went to the doctor that did it all those time. "Ms. Gloria this is bizarre question but who's sperm did I buy" I asked and she chuckled

"Beybey it's not a bizarre question at all many ladies come back to ask me that"

"Ok so who" I asked looking at her

"I'll need to do my research come back in two weeks" she said and I nodded smiling. I hugged her before I left and drove back to Rihanna's house. Do I really want to do this, this could change everything, I thought about my kids and how many times they have asked me that.

This is for the best I thought before I sighed laying down in bed with my babies. Slowly I fell asleep.