Weird Random Stuff That Appears in My Mind for Reasons

random depressing quotes i came up with

i came up with these for now but i might add more later

Joy filles my eyes and every word i say
but its the sadness that truly overtakes my brain

happiness is the fakest mask anyone can wear
but its the hardest to find
the easiest to make
and the best at its job

Depression is like the the ocean
in the begining its of life and things tryng to help
but go too deep you cant get out and the only thing there are murder weapons

some days it gets to a point where
no mater what room im in
whenever i look around
the ony things i see
are all of the scuicide notes
to go with every object around me

i always say my mind is a jumbled mess
but that wasnt always true
it was organized perfectly all the files in neat rows
but it was when it got there
that the papers weere scatterd
and the only thing left to live
was torn memories coverd in blood