I kinda wanna come out to my family ( I am asexual I'm just not interested in sex but would like to have a relationship one day) and I'm not really feeling nervous but I feel like that's a warning like you're not nervous so everyone you love will die (or something idk). Another thing though is I'm not sure about my gender? Like being a female is normal-ish but I kinda hate it? I'm not sure. Sometimes I feel like I wanna go run around in a dress and cause chaos but other times I couldn't be further from that?
Besides that I'm thinking about coming out by asking for something that says I'm ace or something. I would say it but I would freeze up ( Once I had a mini panic attack when I had to talk to one of my brother's friends)
