Xanny (billie fanfic)

Part 15

B~

I left Elliot's house in a hurry still putting my clothes on as I got in the back of my managers car

"Billie-" He starts

"I know, sorry," I say and wipe the spit from my mouth

"Keep it in your pants when you have an interview please," he says driving off, I nod and pull my phone out.

And see Elliot was live streaming on insta I click on it and smile, when I see her perfect face pop up

"Heya, I don't know about that?" She says looking down at her guitar , I noticed the hickeys on her neck I left still bright red like mine

'Where is that hickey from?'

She looked at the comments and shifted and pushed her shirt collar up a little

"My Manz was just Here," she said with the cutest shrug ever

I type a comment

'Ya'll freaky.'

She read my comment and fell back laughing

"Fuck you bil, it's your fault-" she stops and her eyes go big "I mean- fuck, me and my manz would me cuter if your ass wasn't around all the time,"

I sigh and look out the window

'Billies fault? The hickeys? I ship!'

Is the only thing that flooded the comments

"Nah, I love bil, but not like that. The only thing she's left on me is bruises from bullying me," Elliot joked I laugh and get out the car when we park

'Love ya Ellie, got to do my job😚'

"Love you bil, bring home the bacon!" Ellie says before I leave the stream and put my phone away.

E~

I smile at my phone as I start to play the guitar and played the song I came up with for Billie

I felt a couple tears lay on my cheek and quickly wipe them away

'Is this about Billie?'
'I think its about Billie'

I smile and set my guitar on my bed next To me

"Y'all are really slow at noticing things," I say before turning my steam off but keeping it up for people who didn't make it see.

I get up and pull off my dark blue tank top and pull on a long sleeve dark red shirt and put on a pair of black jeans.

"Yo Siri, play billie Eilish on iTunes," I say and Billie starts to play from my phone

I put on a pair of bulky white sneakers and do my makeup before pulling my guitar in it's carrying case and grab my skateboard

I shove my lanyard that carries my keys around my neck before leaving the apartment and taking off down the street on my board,

I stop by Taco Bell and eat my tacos on the way to beck's house

I knock on the door and she pulls it open extremely high

"What's up girl!" She shouts I notice that the house was full of people and I sigh

"You didn't tell me you had a party going on," I say quietly and start to get ready to head home

"Come on you never party with me anymore, that Billie girl is making you different," she says I pull away from her and shook my head

"Why do you always have to talk shit on her?" I asked upset

"She's making you 100% different then before we broke up," she says as she takes a sip from the red solo cup in her hand I shook my head

"That's so fucking disrespectful," I snap shaking my head before putting my board on the ground and getting ready to skate off

"You'll come crawling to me like always, babe," she says I flip her off and skate back home.

I throw the door open and throw all my stuff on my bed before going to fight myself

"Fuck, I can't let people talk about her like that!" I shout at myself "but I'm doing it to myself, we're not even dating yet, we are just 'talking' damn you idiot! Get yourself under control!"

I throw my fist at the wall and hear my next door neighbors bang on the wall

"Fuck You! Fuck me! Fuck the world!" I shout and dig under my bed for my bag of weed,

I roll a small blunt and sit on my bed smoking it

After finishing it, I lay back on the bed in a daze

"Babe, I'm back!" I hear billies voice I don't even get up from the bed to hide my weed from her "you in here?"

The door pushed open slowly and I see the smoke in the room slowly pour out.

"Elliot?" Billie asks and looked around around the room

"You don't love me huh?" I say as I don't even make eye contact with her

"What are you talking about?" She says and grabbed the bag of weed next me and looked at it "Elliot I thought you stopped?"

"I got upset, and confused, and concerned, and I wanted to cry," I say and stare at the ceiling

"Elliot, I cant," she says I shot up from the bed

"What?" I say concerned

"My management says that our relationship can't be a thing, until the fans die down with the relationship shit," she says I stare at her

"Did you try to fight them?" I say she looked away from me "you didn't huh?"

"Elliot, I haven been feeling the same," I say I felt like screaming, jumping out the window behind me even.

"What the fuck are you talking about?" I say she still didn't make eye contact with me "fucking look me in my face!"
I scream at her

"I don't love you anymore Elliot!" Billie screams at me

"How? Was I not caring enough? Did I not satisfy you?!" I scream she just looked at me tears in her eyes

"Your a bitch you know that?" She says to me wiping her eyes

"I'm a bitch? Your one to talk, you just broke up with me!" I yell I go to my closet and reach in to grab the matching necklaces I got for us and throw them at her
"You were a waste of my time! Get out my house!"

She looked down at the necklaces and tears ran from her eyes before running out, balling her eyes out.