Xanny (billie fanfic)

Part 41

B~

Elliot looked hella tired and I could tell by the way she would slowly look around the room

"This Billie Eilish, she asked for you to be her student helped, don't mess this up," the headmaster says to her she nod slowly and yawned

"What's up girl," Finneas says Elliot smiled and they hug

Damn I'm SUPER jealous right now...
I fucked up bad man...

"Hey," i say with a smile and a wave, she looked over at me with a small smile.

E~
I'm about to make this bitch jealous...

I smile up at finneas and talk for awhile until billie was going to talk with the students

"Hey, can I like talk also?" Billie says a little sadly, I shrug and keep talking
She slides into the seat next to mine and watched us talk,

"What do you think of that Billie?" Finneas looked over at her and shrugged

"I mean, I kinda wish I got you something for your birthday....," she says quietly

"You did tho," I say I'm bout to be rude...

"Really?" She asked confused

"Yeah... see you got me a plane ticket back home, and dirty ass hotel room, oh wait I bought all of those by myself on my birthday cuz you kicked me off tour." I say she looked defeated

"I'm... at a lose if words- I need to use the bathroom where is it?" Billie asked I stand up and show her to the staff bathroom in the office.

B~
As soon as I hear her walk away I start to cry...

I lost a great person, and she keeps fucking rubbing my mistake in my face for some damn reason.

I need to grow up and get over it but I was upset that night and not really thinking about how this might impact her, and it hurt both of us way more then I wanted.

I'm in love with her still and I know she's not falling for me anymore...

I just can't live without her as my girlfriend or my friend.

I wipe my tears and look in the mirror

"Damn, I haven't cried like this since Justin," I say and chuckled leaving the bathroom

"Holy shit Billie," Finneas shouts jumping out his seat to hug me

"What? I got allergies," I laugh as he hugged me tighter

"Hey I think we should get going to set up guys," Elliot sounds small overwhelmed even,

"Yeah I agree," I say.

After the assembly for that dumbass school that I almost got Elliot kicked out of once, she walked with my security to our van

"Hey um Billie... can I talk to you?" Ellie says I nod and walk over to her
"Hey look I'm really sorry for all the dumb shit I've been doing."

"Hey," I reach to grab her noticing the tears in her eyes

"I maybe a little overwhelmed with the problem that's at hand and I'll figure out a way to make things a little better..." she says I wanted to hug her so bad but every time I tried to touch her she moved away "but please just don't contact me, if I'm ready to talk to you I'll call you."