Part 16

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It's been 2 weeks since I fought with Billie and I haven talked to anyone that knows her

It's been 2 weeks since I fought with Billie and I haven talked to anyone that knows her

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Ellieshark: THATS A FUCKING LIE BITCH.
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I place my phone down on the bathroom sink and look in the mirror, I was pale and sad looking, dark bags consumed my under eyes and I felt horrible

I have been wearing the same pair of grey sweats and hoodie for the past 2 weeks and I haven brushed my hair since the first week

"I need to get ahold of myself," I say and turn on the shower pulling off the stinky clothes and getting in, washing my hair and body finally shaving

I get out and brush my hair do my makeup and walk to my room putting on a light blue tank top crop that says 'alone' and a pair of black leggings that covered half my belly button.

I throw myself on my bed and put on a grey Beanie set my phone up so I can live stream

I push the start button and go to grab my guitar and sit down to see lots of people have joined

"Hello," I mumbled quietly, since I haven used my voice in forever it hurt
A little to speak

'Are you ok?'
'Are you safe?'
'Are you still friends with Billie?'
'Did you and Billie get in a fight?'

I clear my throat after reading a couple of comments and then notice that Billie has joined the stream I sigh and get ready to play

I felt the tears pouring down my cheeks as my voice cracked several time in the song, I look from my hands and at the screen before wiping my tears

'Poor baby'
'I'm so sorry for whats happenings to you'
'Are you okay?'
'You wrote a song about this?'

I saw her comment and fumed

"Eat a dick Eilish," I say and turn my live off and slam my phone down on the keyboard keys.

"I fucking hate her!" I scream and and throw myself back on the bed

My phone started to ring but I didn't answer it since I didn't care

"I'm hungry," I sigh and get up after finishing my crying fest and grab my lanyard and phone to get food, I drive to Taco Bell and walk inside

"Holy heck, your Elliot peare!" A teen girl says a year or two younger then me I nod and smile weakly

"Hey," my broken voice says she frowns

"You seem so sad," she says pulling out her phone, I shook my head

"No way! I'm really hungry," I say and she laughs and nods

"Hey James, can you take a photo of us?" She says to the guy next to us

"Totally, hey aren't you billie Eilish's girlfriend?" He says I shook my head

"No, um we're just friends," I mutter and pull the girl into a hug and smile
He snaps a picture

"Can I get a photo of you holding my face?" She says I nod and do the pose
"Thank you so much! I love you!"

I smile
"Love you so much! You made my day way better," I say and get in line with them

"Thank you, hello what can I get you today?" The cashier says to me after the fan orders

"I'll take 4 soft tacos, chicken," I say he nods "and a frozen watermelon drink,"

"Alright, $15.02," He says I nod "Hey, you got a boyfriend?"

I look up from my wallet and chuckle

"No, I look gross today not the best time to hit on me," I say handing him my credit card

"Well, your beautiful so, you wanna like get coffee sometime?" He says I brush lose hair behind me ear with a small smile

"Sure, how about at 3,Wednesday?" I say he hands me my card back

"Sure, at that new coffee place that opened on main?" He says I nod

"That's fine with me..." I say reading his name tag " Noah, cute name,"

"Thanks cutie, yours?" Noah says

"Elliot, but call me Ellie," I say he nods

"Yo, can you stop flirting with the cashier so I can get my fucking food," a familiar voice says from behind me I turn around slowly and smile

"Sorry ma'am, let me get a goodbye out and then you can have your food," I sass back and she looked from her phone in shock, I turn around with a smile

"See ya Wednesday, Noah," I say and walk over to pick up my food

"Yo, Wait," billie says grabbing ahold of my arm I look at her hand and at her face, I felt like crying

"What?" I snap

"Can we talk?" She says I shook my head

"I'm good, you didn't feel the same anymore remember," I say walk out the restaurant and into my car setting my stuff in the empty passenger seat.

"Hey!" Billie shouts as she runs out with a burrito in her hand and banged on my window

"You left me for your fucking managements option," I say as I roll the window down

"Can... can I just sit in your passenger seat?" She says I shrug and nod moving my bag she walks around and gets in

"We are not going to talk?" I say she nods and starts to unwrap her burrito
I start to eat my tacos and I turn on the car to listen to the radio

"Did you hear about Elliot, one of our voices is going through a breakup maybe?" Ryan's voice cane through and I shook my head with a stiff laugh

"This why I fucking hate him," I say and finish my last Taco

I could feel billie staring into me

"Did you mean it?" She mumbled out
I turn to her as I sip from my drink

"Mean What?" I say seating my drink down

"Eat a dick?" She says I nod

"Yeah, you're a bitch," I say and sigh

"How?" She says quietly

"Well, you told me you loved me and then told me you didn't feel the same way and then decided to just leave me alone to deal with my feelings," I say "and that was really fucked up billie,"

"I'm sorry," she says

"No your not, sorry doesn't mean you care," I say I put my seatbelt on

"I'm so sorry," she says not looking up from the wrapping in her hand

"Get out my car, you lied to me and I can't tell if our whole relationship was a fat lie," I say

"But-" she starts but I cut her off "GET OUT MY GOD DAMN CAR"

She scrambled to get out and I drove off as she stud watching me on the sidewalk.

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