I was looking forward to being able to come and see you, even if for two hours, it's better than the very very small talk in between classes but it seems like the only people who can bring me can't sneak out. I miss you so much. Today was awful and you're like the only person who can make it better, I don't care what anyone tries, they're not going to come close to as happy as you make me just being around you. I think if it wasn't for you, my ass would be in jail but I have a reason to just take all the shit, you. That's mainly why I don't think I could go to the army, I don't want to leave you. You're the single most important thing that I have left and I'm hell determined to keep you happy and safe. But on another note, I'm going to try and come tomorrow night then because Collin offered so we'll see. I really hope so.
