I got so many supports and prayers these days.
"You can do it, I know it."
"You'll do great."
"There's no thing to be worried. You'll pass it."
"They hope you'll join them. You will pass this stage."
Gosh! How could I throw them away that day? Why did I bury those prayers in my anxiety?
So many positive things I received and I thought they all just gave me burdens that I couldn't carried out. I've learned that things would always go wrong. Nothing is as perfect as my plan. One that I should have done at that time was to be grateful. There would always be ways to keep me on track.
I still get no answer to this. I have to believe in myself and keep trying no matter what.
