Back to you (AshTan Story)COMPLETED

Chapter 4

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Disclaimer: I'm not related with Ashley's family and so with Tan's Family, this story is fanfic only, and sorry for my typos, luv ya'll

Ashley's POV

he left me with a broken heart inside his room, he left me with no choice but to hug myself..

"Ash? Ashley!" There I saw my brother vince walking towards me, I know I look like shit right now but who the hell cares! "Princess don't cry. Shhhh" kuya said but failed to calm me down.

But, He's the only one who can calm me down tho, siya lang.

"K-kuya *sobs*, I did left him, b-but I did it for his f-father kuya. Isn't that a good reason?" I ask while my brother wrapped his arms around me "A-am I that bad to make him f-feel this way? *sobs* Ganito ba ako kasama k-kuya?"

"No baby, don't blame yourself please? Let's just give him some time okay? He needs time" sabi ng kuya ko while caressing my back for me to calm

"K-kuya he's mad.. no! He's f-furious kuya! He hates me!" He hates me because I left him, it's my fault, It's my damn fault, so I deserve to be this hurt

"Are you gonna give up?"

"No! Y-you don't give up on someone you love k-kuya right?" Kuya keeps on telling me that before, that if you love someone, Hindi ka susuko unless kung ang pinaglalaban mo na mismo ang magsabing sumuko kana

"Yes, that's the spirit of my baby! Do you remember the days when you two are inside BNK pa? Diba hindi sya sumuko sayo? Diba everyday he keeps on showing you how much he loves you and cares for you?" Yeah, he was my knight in shining armour back then.

"But s-sinaktan ko siya kuya" i told my brother, I know I told myself na I should be the one who'll fix my mess, but right now? I really need the words of my brother

"That's why you have to make it up to him, you should remember all the sacrifices na ginawa niya para sayo before, and make it as your inspiration to make it up to him"

Kuya's right, I wiped my tears off and fixed myself before hugging back my brother.

I'll do everything for you bushy, everything.

Tan's POV

Sino siya para bumalik ng ganun ganun lang? Sino siya para akalain ma uuto nya ako ulit? Sino siya para lokohin nanaman ako? Sino siya?

Naglalakad ako pababa ng hagdan, sa sobrang galit ko, bigla nalang tumulo ang mga walanghiya kong mga luha, pati ba naman tong mga luha ko ta-traydorin ako?!

"Tan sandali!" Hindi ko na napansin na may mga tao pala akong na babangga sa sobrang pag mamadali ko na umalis, lumingon ako kung sino yon.

"T-tita kith?" Andito rin ang mama nya? But how? Akala ko ba umalis sya for good? Akala ko ba di na sila babalik? "A-ano po ginagawa nyo dito t-tita?" Tanong ko at pinunasan ang mga luha ko

"Tan please, listen to Ashley first, gustohin ko man na ako ang mag explain ng lahat but wala ako sa posisyon" Tita kith said at hinawakan ang braso ko "Take your time to think tan, but please let her explain please.."

By hearing her name, parang bumalik lahat ng sakit, bumalik din ang pagka inis ko sa kanya sa biglaan nyang pag iwan saakin "T-tita I'm sorry, but even if I'll listen to her, It doesn't change the fact that she left me, iniwan nya parin ako Tita, I-Im sorry" sabi ko bago inalis ang kamay ni Tita kith sa braso ko at umalis

Hindi ko alam kung san ako dadalhin ng mga paa ko, basta ang gusto ko ay ang malayo sa lahat ng to, ang gusto ko ay mapunta ako sa isang lugar na walang tao, na pwede kong isigaw lahat ng matagal ko nang kini-kimkim

Dinala ako ng mga paa ko dito sa playground ng village namin, wala masyadong tao dahil alas otso palang ng umaga, umupo ako sa isang swing at saka pinag laruan ng dalawang paa ko ang mga damo

"A-akala mo ba ganun k-kadali yun?" Bulong ko at saka may luha nanaman pumatak galing sa mga mata ko "Iniwan moko nung mga panahong walang wala ako, tapos ngayon babalik ka sakin kasi nagiging okay na ako?!" Bago pa man ako makapag salita, tuluyan nang bumuhos ang luha ko, kasabay nito ang pag patak ng mga butil galing sa langit.

Ambon

Great, just great! Talagang sasabay sa pag iyak ko tong ambon na to? Pero sige, okay na din yun, para naman may karamay ako.

Ashley's POV

I ran as fast as I could to search where he is, My friends told me na bigla syang lumabas ng bahay nila.

And I already made up my mind. Hindi ko siya susukuan basta basta, Hindi ko sya susukuan hanggang sa mapagod ako.

"Gosh huwag mong sasabihing uulan? Huwag muna please! Let me find tan first please Lord!" I shouted after I heard some kulog, i kept on running hanggang sa may narinig akong sumigaw, It was coming from the playground of this village but before I could go near the playground, biglang bumuhos ang ulan

"UGH! AKALA MO BA GANUN GANUN NALANG YON?! MATAPOS MO AKONG IWAN?!" And there I knew it was him, it was his voice..

His head was facing the ground, he was stamping his feet hard, hard enough for me to know that he's really angry

"T-tan" yes, I know I'm stuttering, it's because umiiyak parin ako hanggang ngayon, and of course giniginaw din ako dahil umu ulan, nahihilo pa ako galing byahe tapos bigla akong ma uulanan. Pero nilaban ko lahat ng nararamdaman ko, hilong hilo na ako pero hindi ko na to papansinin "P-please, let me explain" i pleaded

He stared at me for freaking five long seconds, and I swear, that was the longest five seconds in my life. "Ngayon nagmamaka-awa ka? Eh diba nag makaawa ako sayo noon? Na wag mokong iwan? Diba lumuhod ako sa harap mo?" He said in between his sobs, he's making this harder for me! Ayoko syang nakikita o naririnig na umiyak. "Nakinig kaba? Pinakinggan mo ba ako? Hindi diba?!"

I took a step forward before saying "I know, *sobs* I know ang tanga ko noon. A-alam kong hindi ako nag desisyon ng m-maayos, b-but let me tell you that *sobs*" i stopped for a matter of seconds to calm myself "T-that there's no single day that I didn't regretted my decision"

My vision was becoming blurrier at palakas ng palakas ang ulan, hilong hilo na talaga ako pero tiniis ko "Sana inisip mo yan bago ka gumawa ng desisyon! S-sana man lang inisip mo ako!"

I did! I did think of him! I left for the sake of his Dad's health! I sacrificed to work far away from him To help his family pay for his fathers medicines and operation!

Pero bakit walang kahit isang salita na lumalabas sa bibig ko? Bakit parang may pumipigil saakin na sabihin ang totoo? Bakit feeling ko kapag sinabi ko ang totoo ay mas magagalit siya saakin, na hindi nya ako paniniwalaan.

"Ano wala kang masabi? Guilty ka diba?!" He said with a cracky voice, no bushy please don't cry.. please. "Ashley inalagaan naman kita diba? Minahal naman kita ng buong buo diba? Naging masaya tayo dati ash! P-pero bakit? B-bakit iniwan mo parin ako?" He added as my vision became more blurrier, hindi ko na kaya pero pinipilit ko.

"I-Im sorry, p-patawarin mo a-ako.." before he could say anything else, suddenly my vision became blank

And the last thing that I heard was him shouting my name..

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Author: here's the chap 4 guysss! Medyo sabaw iiih :((( pero don't worry sabay ko ipublish ang next chap🧡
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