• Blood On The Roses •

p a r t 04

I woke up by my eomma's screaming.

Oh shoot! I watched that shitty dream again. The "blood on the rose" one. Why is it even coming now? I don't love jungkook anymore. It should better stop.

As soon as i woke up i happened to remember everything about yesterday night. By thinking it my eyes becomes teary.

My eomma comes into the room like the speed of flash. "Baby, what's wrong? Taehyung came with you last night and didn't say anything. What happened?"

"Eomma-" i couldn't finish my sentence and burst into tears. Eomma just patted on my back.

"It's ok if you don't wanna say anything. Everything is gonna be alright. "

Alright? My first love and first kiss was a waste? My first love dumped me with my best friend! How can anything will be alright? How can i be alright? I just don't wanna live anymore. But i can't die also. Eomma will never forgive me. I lost my everything. Eomma is also gonna be married. Then eventually everyone's gonna leave me.

I dressed up for school and went downstairs.

"Appa? Tae? " , I said in a low tone

"Yes dear, I'm here to take your mom", appa says

"Take my mom?", Suddenly i felt something watery on my cheeks.

I'm crying?

That's it. Eomma's also gonna leave.

I hear a chuckle and i snapped out of my imaginations. What was i thinking? She can never leave me.

"Yah, paboya your mom and i gonna be away from here just for 3 months meanwhile taehyung will stay with you. It's nothing like that I'm snatching her from you", he gives a laugh after finishing his sentence.

After finishing up their breakfast eomma and appa leaves for abroad for their business and honeymoon. Before leaving appa lectures tae to protect me and the house and blah blah. Seems like he's elder. Yes, he is. He's a sophomore. Then there is me a freshman.

Well it's just me and tae now.

I start walking for school but someone drags me into an alley.

"Who are-"

"Shhh"

It's tae.

"Lil' sis let's skip classes."

"Huh?", I wasn't a girl who skips classes but i really don't want to go to school. If i go I'll just have to watch yujin and jungkook's melodrama. Jungkook will keep throwing his lies while yujin will cry.

"Yes let's go", i said with a plain smile.

Tae cheers up showing his box smile.

"Hmm where should we go lil' sis?", He says excitedly.

"Yah don't call me lil' sis. I have a name ok?", I quickly become angry changing my mood like a speed of light.

"Pfft , yea yea alright",he rolls his eyes.

"Where should we go? "I said excitedly

"Amusement park?"

"N O , i hate amusement park.", I say with flashbacks coming remembering me of him.

"Oh ", after arguing a lot we decided to walk on a park and roam around in the Seoul city. And we did that. Since tae was in America after middle school he kept saying that this changed and that was not here.

We walked in the soft sunlight beside small flowers in park. It was empty since it was working hours. We held hands, ate cotton candy and ice- cream. Tae almost dropped his. I kept chasing him because he got whipped cream on my cheeks.

It felt good. Tae really knows how to cheer me up and make me feel so special. I start liking him. I'm really lucky to have him as my brother.

After doing all these crazy stuffs we went to the supermarket to buy some groceries to cook since mom won't be here tae will cook. He laughed like a crazy idiot when i told him i can't cook.

"Yah! Now tell me which veggies do you like most?", Taehyung seemed super serious when he said those words.

"I like capsicum-", i said as i kept thinking

"Oof is that even a thing?", Says tae with frustratingly moving his fingers in his hairs.

As he kept choosing i went to outside to call a taxi.

I waited and waited and it was raining all of a sudden. Suddenly i saw a male and female figure walking across the street in front of an alley. They looked happy. They were walking so close to each other, it reminded me of last night.

Then i saw the male figure kissing the girl and soon i got to know it's jungkook, that jerk. And the girl is yujin.

Before i knew, my tears starts to roll down on my cheeks. I felt pain in my heart. A deep pain. Suddenly i stopped crying and rubbed hard on my cheeks .

I have to be strong. A jerk can never break me. I'm not like this. I have a beautiful family and i can't let it down.

"Hey yoon-hye!" , Tae almost screams and puts the bags down. "Are you all right?", He expressed with a nervous smile.

"I'm all right, tae"

No I'm not.

"You shouldn't be worrying about me"

Don't listen to me please

"I'm fine"

I'm not fine at all