Hate and Love ( Zarry AU)

Part 9

Zayn's POV

I am so fucking stupid! I am a stupid and confused idiot. Why did I kiss Harry? I hated him. But still I had kissed him.

Why did he have those damn plump, pink and kissable lips? And those beautiful luscious curls? It was all his fault!

This boy is seriously gonna be the death of me. Just seeing him, kissing Louis made me so jealous I couldn't even describe it. But kissing him was definitely a huge mistake. Something that never should have happened. First of all, he might be attractive but that didn't mean I liked him. Second of all, he was my stepbrother. Third of all, I was still dating Perrie and he just started dating Louis. Oh and did I mention I hated him? Because I did indeed hate him.

But why Louis, I mean seriously? Why would he date Louis if he could date me? Okay maybe I'm being a little to self-loving here but really, Louis was just wrong for him.

Also he started dating him out of the blue. If he actually liked Louis, why didn't they start dating earlier? Why now?

Actually it didn't matter to me! He can date whomever he wanted. And even if I maybe felt a slight attraction towards him I could still manage to stay away from him. At least I hoped so. Besides it's not like he liked me back anyways. Since he didn't even kiss back. Which means staying away from him would be even easier.

I'm just gonna concentrate on Perrie now and treat Harry with the same hate and coldness like I always did.

The next morning Harry of course had to get up at the exact time as I did. As I passed him in the hallway I could see how he was trying to read my expression, trying to understand me. Which of course he couldn't. Hell I didn't even understand myself. I just stared coldly back at him, made my way to the bathroom and shut the door behind me. Hah! Now he had to wait and might be late for class and get detention.

That's what you get for kissing Louis in my fricking pool!

Okay I was being immature by thinking that, but so what!