A/N: Only a short update. Sorry -
Zayn's POV
I don't know why I wanted Harry to come back home today. When I overheard Anne telling my dad that Harry way staying at his boyfriend's place today, I just acted without thinking. I just knew that Louis would probably want to have sex with him today and I didn't want my princess to lose her virginity to that motherfucker. And honestly I didn't care that this wasn't my business. If I don't want him to do something, he simply won't do it. The question I was asking myself now was WHY? Why did I care about him? It just shouldn't bother me. But it did. I hated Louis, because he was Harry's boyfriend. I hated it that he was the reason for Harry's beautiful smile.
In my heart I knew I should just back off and don't interfere in Harry's life and believe me, I tried. I tried to ignore him or just piss him off to make him hate me. Because wasn't that how it always had been? He hated me and I hated him. But my tactic didn't seem to work. Heck, I didn't even get why he actually agreed to come back home. Sure, I sounded very demanding, but still.
I was just extremely confused. His actions were confusing me. And my feelings were confusing me. Because he was always on my mind. Seriously, those green eyes were haunting my dreams. And I simply couldn't help it. It's like my mind was betraying me. Or more like my body was betraying me. Maybe I should call Perrie again. I needed her to forget about Harry. But whenever I came, I still pictured him, moaning underneath me. So sex with Perrie also wasn't the solution. I just needed time to clear my head.
Since Harry would be here soon, I asked myself if I should avoid him or just laugh at him for actually coming, and pretending I was pranking him. But that already sounded stupid. In the end I just decided to go for a jog. That would definitely help me to clear my head. At least I hoped so.
A/N: Thanks for everyone reading so far. If you wanna help me I'd appreciate comments and votes, to help me staying motivated to write this story. Although I'm probably still gonna continue writing it even though it's just a few readers.
That's all I wanted to say.
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