Hate and Love ( Zarry AU)

Part 23

Third's POV

To say Harry was confused was an understatement. But he didn't want to think about Zayn now. Louis was his first priority. Of course he was. After all they have been best friends for a really long time. But Harry knew that Louis needed time. He just broke up with him 2 hours ago and he was feeling miserable. How was Harry supposed to get through the last two weeks of school?

The next morning Louis didn't even come to school. Apparently he was sick. Harry couldn't blame him though. He probably would have done the same.

"Harry what the hell have you done to him?", Niall shouted when he say Harry standing at his locker.

"Niall, please stop. I already feel terrible enough!", Harry pleaded and Niall, since he of course also cared for Harry and not only Louis, just sighed heavily, but calmed down a bit.

"But seriously Harry. What happened? I know things weren't perfect yet, but with a little bit more time...", Niall started but Harry interrupted him. "No Niall. Time wouldn't have helped at all. I just would have been lying to myself and him. And believe me I don't want to break my best friend's heart, but I can't be with him romantically."

"Okay Harry. Okay. I'm not mad at you. Well maybe a little bit. But I know it is not really your fault. You can't control your feelings", Niall explained.

"I am scared Niall", Harry admitted, "scared that he won't wanna talk to me anymore."

"Give him time Harry. A lot of time."

Being patient was not particularly Harry's strength. But he had no other choice in this matter.

"Okay topic change. What about New York? Liam told me he is going with you guys", Niall stated.

That made Harry chuckle. "Yes Niall. You can come as well. I have been meaning to ask you anyway."

"Good. I'm glad. That trip is gonna be so much fun", Niall smiled happily.

The two lads were still standing in front of the lockers when Zayn and Liam came walking down the hallway. Niall's face lit up right away, when he saw his handsome boyfriend approaching him.

Harry's POV

"Hey babe", Liam greeted Niall and gave him a long and deep kiss.

Zayn and I were just awkwardly standing next to them as they ate off each other faces. But Niall and Liam didn't even seem to care, that they were making out in the middle of the hallway.

I hadn't seen Zayn since he comforted me yesterday. And honestly I did not know how to feel towards him. Of course I still liked him and yesterday it seemed like I finally saw a piece of the real Zayn. Not the bad boy Zayn who treats everyone like shit. He even seemed soft and caring. But with Zayn you just never know what game he was playing.

"Harry can I talk to you for a second?", Zayn suddenly asked and pulled me behind him into the boys' bathroom, which was luckily empty.

"Zayn what do you want now?", I sighed already knowing it couldn't be good.

"YOU."

"Zayn what do you...", but he already had his lips attached to mine. His tongue teasingly biting my lower lip and asking for entrance, which I granted him. I couldn't even resist him. His tongue and mine fought for dominance, but of course I gave in. This kiss was different from our first kiss. Besides the obvious thing that I was actually kissing back. This kiss was different, because it didn't only seem to be lustful but lovingly. But maybe I was just imagining that.

Zayn gently cupped my cheeks while I was resting my hands around his waist. Our bodies almost couldn't get closer than they already were. And I loved it. I loved how he made me feel. He made me feel like heaven. His tongue tasted intoxicating. By now, Zayn had pressed me to the back of the door and deepened the kiss, if that was even possible. My mind was clouded. I couldn't think straight anymore. All I knew is that I wanted this. I wanted to feel his touch. I wanted him to keep kissing me for forever.

I didn't even know how long we have been standing there just kissing like there was no tomorrow. Until he pulled away and stared intensely at me. Making me blush. "Do you know how beautiful you look Harry?", was all he asked before pressing his lips back on mine. His hands carefully slipping under my shirt and caressing my sides. His touch made my whole body shiver with goosebumps.

Suddenly we heard the school bell ringing. Signalizing that classes started now. Reluctantly I pushed Zayn away. "Zayn we have to go", I exclaimed.

Zayn sighed and suddenly his gaze turning unreadable and cold again and he just stated cockily: "I knew you wanted me too, princess.