MASK

Our night

Off

Fuck.... what the heck is going on....

I heard a loud knock coming from my door and it's already 3 am...

I bet this is Krist since we are living next doors i will definitely kick his butt.

I walked near the door, i can hear someone is crying.

As i open it i saw the face of my one and only, his eyes are swollen red due to crying, i was shocked when he hugged me and cried on my chest, i hurriedly pulled him inside.

" ill just get some water" i said and run to my kitchen to get cold water

I'm walking near him when he stopped me

"stop right there, dont move, am i dreaming?, if im dreaming please dont wake me up" he said while wiping his tears and sfter that he lost his consciousness

I walked near him and i wiped his tears using my finger

" im so sorry baby, because of me you are experiencing this hell" i whispered on his ear

I wake him up to help him clean his body

He opened his swollen eyes

" am i dreming" he said in stattered voice while touching my face using his hand.

" come i will help you clean your body" i said and carried him to the bathroom

I laid him on the bath tub and continued removing his clothes

" what's going on huh, why do i need to feel cold towards you? Have i done something wrong? Did you even know that every single moments that you are not talking to me is like im carrying a big rock on my heart? Its very heavy and unbearable" he said continouosly while i wipe his body with warm water and towel

He continued talking and crying, i wanted to tell him the truth but i don't want to hurt him (A/N: STUPID off do you think your not hurting him RIGHT NOW)

Afer cleaning i carried him to my bed, he is already quiet but he still awake

" what do you want?, do you want water?" I said as i sat next to him

" i want you, i want you to tell me what's going on" he said,our eyes met  and i can see how lonely he was.

I immediately stood up to get water and avoid his eye contact but he is very quick to pull my hands, i lost balance and fell on his body

" can i have this night with you?, i don't know what will happen tomorrow, maybe this is the last time we will be happy to each other" he continued talking

" what are you talking about" i said as i tried to stand up

He hugged me tight

He moved and kissed me , he kissed me while tears are continouosly crawling down from his eyes

I told myself that i wont let tears crawl from his lashes but what i'm doing right now, i'm causing him too much pain.

I kissed him back, a longing kiss that he is the only one who can satisfy me.

" I'm sorry" i whispered on his ears

Our body is still merge as one, sob,moan are like lullaby on our ears.

I don't know what time we stopped pur fun, i just notice that he is already sleeping peacefully.

" i'm sorry" i whispered as i wipe the tears in his lashes

I don't want to tell him what's really going on with me, i know myself that i can fix this problems alone.

I laid next to him while staring on his face

Tomorrow i will do everything just to make you happy.
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I was  awaken by the sound of my alarm clock, i stared on the person next me who is still sleeping peacefully, i get up from the bed silently and carefully and making sure not to wake this little monster up.

I went to the kitchen and cooked breakfast, i was in the middle of cooking when i felt his arms wrapped on my waist.

" smells good" he saoid as he burried his face on my back

His hands travelled inside the apron and played my nipples

" what's this?" He said as he tickle is

" baby, i'm cooking" i said as i genlty move my body to aboid his hands

" who owns this body?" He said as he slide down his hands on my chest down to my boxers

" you own this body, you are the only one who is allowed to play with it" i said and turned the stove off

" you take a bath now baby" i said

" can we stay like this for 10 more minutes.. no just 3 minutes" he said as he continued to burry his face on my chest

" i don't know when will this moment happen again, i don't know if tomorrow if i wake up you sre still on my side, i don't know when tomorrow is i wake up you are still there to walk by my side, i love you, i really do and you know that" he continued speaking

I don't know what to do, i was just staring at him

I felt that he loosen his hug " ill take a bath now" he said he walked to the bathroom facing down while his shoulders are moving a sign that he is crying

I prepared the breakfast on the table, he went outside the bathroom.

I smiled to him and he smiled back

The atmosphere become cold, we didnt talk non of us opened any topic until he decided to go home.

Before he left the door i held his hands and pulled him in a deep hug.

" i love you" i said and kissed his forehead

He just nod in response and walked out

As i closed the door tears continously crawl down to my eyes.

How the hell i can tell him that i love him when in fact i can't tell him my problem, how the hell i can show my face on him smiling while he is dying.

I can't take it anymore, later i will tell him everything, just once i will be brave to tell him.
He cried hard because of my selfisness and i wont let thet happen again.

Later everything will be okay.

3rd person pov

I will wait for him in the office aunt, i would
Like to surprise him.

A/N

Hi guys thank you for patiently waiting.

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