MASK

Me and selfishness

I tought that when he wakes up he will be happy as he was for the past years, but for Pete's sake, he does't even recognize me. Is this a good time to fix all mistakes that i did?, or is this a bad time?

Since the day he wakes up i did my very best to accomodate him even though i can feel that he is scared and avoiding me.

" hon we have a photoshoot later for our marriage" Jeed said, since Gun hasn't remember anything yet i need to fix my
Personal problems first

" I told you i wont be marrying you!" I shouted " we already discussed about this,right!" I added

" i know but, are you going to disobey your parents ?"she asked

Arrghhh.. my mind is already twisted, why do i need to be stocked on this shit.

We are walking along Siam Square when i saw Gun and that Oab.

I suddenly remembered, why does Gun remembered That Oab which he just meet a few days ago,  not like us,  its like we already friends and boyfriends for almost forever how come he did not recognize us.

" Hi" Oab said

I saw how shock Gun when he saw me but he smiled

" Hello, how are you feeling right now?, you should be staying home and resting right, why are you here" i continuosly asked him

" aww.. because i promised to Oab that we are going to watch Dumbo" he said while scractching the back of his head

That was me, baby i promised you that we are going to watch that Movie, i was the one with you back then

" well go ahead now" Oab said and pulled Gun's hand

I was about to swat it when Jeed pulled me

" should we watch that movie too?" She said

"Okay lets go" i uttered

Inside the cinema i saw Gun and Oab sitting at our back, the movie started, i can hear murmurs from the people at our back i can't focus on the movie

" hey you have something on your lips" Jeed said and kissed me, i was shocked, i dont know what to do, what if my baby saw that shoot i'm doomed, i slightly glanced on them and saw Gun facing down, wiping his eyes.

Gun

I went to Siam square with Oab since i promised him that we are going to watch Dumbo, ever since i woke up from that accident i can only rember single details about my past life and i always have this group of man who always surrounds me and i think their leader is Off the scary one, every time i stare at him i feel goosebumps.

We are walking when we bumbped Off walking with a pretty girl, but looks like whore. I dont know but i felt that my blood began to boil when i saw her.

I smiled on them, i think ther wre about to watch the same movie as we are about to watch, Oab and I went inside the cinema, the surroundings are quiet,  i  can't take my focus on the screen because i can see Off and the whore sitting right in front of us.

" hey you have something on your lips" the girl said and quickly kissed Off, i don't know but i suddenly felt pain inside me, it's like my heart was crashed into million of pieces and my eyes began to water for no reason.

I saw Off glanced on my area, i immediately bowed down and wiped the water on my eyes.

Why did i feel that? It's like a dagger is pierced inside me

" excuse me i'll just go to the comfort room" i said to Oab

" okay faster then" he said

I went to the comfort room and locked my self on a cubicle, i can't help but cry my eyes are like faucet, tears are continously crawling down.

Shit Gun what's happening to you. I shouted as i punch my own chest

" Excuse me?" I heard someone knocked on the door

" occupied" i shouted back, my voice are cracking to

" Gun? Are you crying? This is Off" he said

My hands began to tremble when i heard his name, i want to stand up and open the door to hug him, but i don't have the right, i don't know why i'm feeling this way too.

I wiped the tears on my eyes and stood up, i opened the door and saw Off standing on the side near the door

" Hey are you alright? Did you cry?"

" no, why would I" i faked laighed snd washed my face " i'll go back now, Oab is waiting for me " i said and walked pass him but he immediately grabbed my hands and pull me in a hug

" i miss you, i'm missing the old us" he said as he hugged me very tight

I don't know but i felt safe on his hug, my heart skips a beat, my breathing is heavy too,it's like im longing for this hug for a long time.

I want to know what happened between me and Off, i want my memories back

We are on that position when Oab entered the door

" Hey what are you doing?!" He said and pushed Off back

" You don't have the right to hug him" he added

" I have!!" Off said and faced me " I promise you, i will do everything to fix this okay" he said and walked out

I was left with Oab inside the comfort room alone.

" what just happened" i blankly asked Oab

" are you alright? What did that shit do to you this time?" He confernedly asked

" none why?"

" Promise me that from now on you will avoid that man, he is not good, he caused you so much pain, he hurt you so much" Oab saod as he pulled my hands

Off is a bad guy? But why do i feel safe whenever i'm near him, i want my memories back.

Since thw movie is already finished Oab and I decided to go and eat dinner but i suddenly lost my appettite and decided to go home, Oab offered a ride for me.

There is something inside me telling me to aboid Off because of what Oab mentioned earlier but there is something inside my heart telling me to trust him.

I think i need an answer.

I dialed Singto's number i think he can help me.

I really need to know what's between me and Off, i need to know why he cares me that much, why he treat me as a precious jewel. I need to clear everything.

A/N

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