MASK

Secrets

Gun

After the incident earlier, we went home and i keep quiet the entire trip, my friends keeps on uplifting my mood but i'm really not enjoying it.

I'm annoyed right now, i'm really pissed on what Oab did, why do he needs to lie ? It's like what the hell!.

" hey mung" i returned back to my senses when Newwie pinched me on my arm

" oww yes why"

" Are you alright?" He asked as he move his face near mine " wait.. are you crying?" He said

I immediately shook my head and faced the window to avoid their stares.

" No!" I said

" if you say so" Newwie said as he continued on flirting his husband.

Having this kind of people gives me hope that one of this days I will be able to remember my past life.

I placed my hand on my lap when i felt a hard thing inside my pocket, i slowly pulled it out from my pocket and i was shocked whe i saw a mickey mouse designed wrist watch

" do you guys by chance know who own this?" I said as i swing it on my hand

" aww i saw Off holding that watch last night" Krist said

" ok ok"

So what the heck this thing doing inside my pocket then? I asked myself

Did he intentionally put it inside ?

I took my phone out from my pocket and dialed Off's number. It took 3 rings when he answered the call

" yes hello?" I heard a girl voice on the other line

" who's that Jeed?" I heard Off said, i can feel through his voice that he's trying to get his phone back to his hands

" prank caller" Jeed answered

" give it back" i heard Off shouted

" Just focus on driving let me handle this shit, hey you please stop disturbing my soon to be husband yeah you heard it right? We are already engaged and so please back off, bitch" She said and ended the call

I was stunned my phone is still on my ear and my tears began to flow continously like a broken faucet

Every single words Jeed said pierced on my heart, it's like a tattoo that was printed all over my heart, i can feel the pain not only inside my chest but also inside my head, what have i done? Why do i need to face this problems?

" hey! Hey buddy, why are you crying huh?" Singto shouted i can see the care on his eyes, i hugged him and buried my face on his chest

" am i a bad person?... mung.. have i done something terrible that lead me to that accident?.. have i done something stupid to hurt someone?..." i continued talking while sobbing

" no..no..shhh"

" if not then why? Why do they treat me like a piece of trash?, the way Jeed treat me, it's like i've stollen something vulnerable from her?"

" don't say that buddy, we know you, we know everything about you" he said as he rubbed my back

" Can you please tell me the truth?, about Off and I? What is our relationship?, why do i feel safe when i'm with him? Why do i trust him wholeheartedly? Why do i feel jealous between him and his soon to be wife? Why do i feel like he own the half of my heart?" I continuously shouted " it really hurts here" i punched my chest hard, i want to remove this pains inside it.