namjoon... he was such an amazing boyfriend...
we were so inlove that i even thought he would be the person who i would be with for the rest of my life.
but just like every other relationship, ours wasn't perfect... we fought.. a lot. we would fight about small things like deciding where to eat, forgetting to bring an umbrella, not being on time, and so many more.
sometimes our arguments would be so big that we would end up hurting each other's feelings...
"and this is why you fucking lost your memories.. it's because you're so fucking careless."
he once said.
"your friends are way more talented than you."
i once told him without realizing what i just said.
when he was on tour, i visited him and he got angry and told me to leave without thinking about how i felt.
one time, he was so mad that i even thought he was going to physically hurt me.
we would sometimes ignore each other for days and his band mates would be the ones to help us make up.
our relationship was so bad that it was becoming toxic.
and so we decided that... we weren't.. meant to be.
we decided that we were better off as friends.. and nothing more than that.
to be continued..
