Devils journal |k•th

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I sat down on the grassy field, leaning against a tree.

I stayed in the park for a long time now.

I was still contemplating about what will my decision will be.

I don't know what to answer Hoseok arghh!

A frustrated sigh came out of my mouth.

I watched as people enjoy their lives, kids running around and laughs was heard from a distance.

"Hey, y/n. Let me help you."
Someone whispered against my ear, I felt cold air running past.

I shivered.

I looked beside me and saw Taehyung with a small smile.

I grinned,"No, I want to fix this myself." I gave him a thumbs up, indicating i'm fine doing it by myself.

"Alright then, if that's what you want. I'll be here if you need someone."

I nodded and looked away.

"Hey Tae...how many souls you have collected?" I questioned.

"Still four. I don't want to collect some yet..."

I instantly looked at him, with wide eyes,"Huh?! Why?"

"I don't wanna leave you."

I felt like I ran out of breath, my heart pounding so loudly.
My face heating up.

"I thought you wanted to publish the things you write inside your journal?" I told him.

He looked away and then giggled,"I do but.. I still wanna stay here...with you." He mumbled the last part.

I looked at his side.

Is he really a devil?
Then how come he's so nice to me?

"Hey...Tae, why are you being nice to me?" I questioned.

He looked like he was taken aback; quickly looking at me,"Umm...b-because..you have my journal.." He struggle with his words.

I felt my heart breaking, being offended by what he just said,"Is that all? Is that why you're being nice to me? Because I have your journal?! I really thought I had someone...someone who's a friend!" I stood up, looking away from him.

"I need to go home." I stood up and dusted myself, tears threatening to come out. I took another glance at him before starting to walk.

"y/n, wait! That is not what I meant!." He also stood up and tried to block my way but I just walked through him.
He sighed loudly and gave up.
"I'm sorry..." I heard him mumbled.

I fasten my phase and felt my heart slightly aching.
I placed my hand on top of my chest.
I closed my eyes and let out a sigh.

While walking, I bumped into someone's chest and I instantly opened my eyes.

My eyes grew wide once I saw the person that i've been avoiding; Hoseok.

ShiT!
WHAT DO I DO OMFG-

"y/n-" He was cut off when I ran passed him.

"y/n! Wait!" I heard Hoseok shouted from behind.

I need to tell him the truth, i've made up my mind.

I stopped running, still not turning my head towards him.
My breathing went heavy, sweat was starting to run down across the side of my head.

I felt a hand on my shoulder, making me flinched slightly.