Caden || daniel seavey

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mackenna

waking up to hear voices in my living room, i look to my left seeing that daniel was fast asleep

"so are you here forever?" i heard caden ask

"no, for six months" millie replied

"oh that's sad" i heard spongebob laugh, i slowly walked into the kitchen trying not to disturb them "i like your accent"

"thank you, i like yours"

"mom are we still going to the beach?" caden asked somehow knowing i was there

"yeah, you need to get what you want" i replied

"can millie help?"

"yes but she also needs to get stuff ready" caden nodded grabbing her hand taking her upstairs

"hi" jake walked through the patio doors

jake, timmy and jess all have permission to walk into our house if we are there like caden has for their house

"hmm what do i owe the pleasure?" i raised my eyebrow

"just popping in" he said on the chair next to the island

"would you like a drink?" i asked him which i received a nod, i opened the fridge grabbing a can of coke and handing it him "we are going to the beach in about an hour so you can stay to then, i just have to wake daniel up"

"thank you" he turned his head back to the telly

"daniel seavey" i said walking into my room with him groaning in response "oh you are cute" i pecked all over besides his lips "i know you're awake" he kept his eyes closed puckering his lips "not till you get up"

he groaned flipping the covers off of him "so unfair" he stood up walking over to me

"okay, now get ready" i tried walking away but he stopped me

"i don't think so" he pointed to his lips and laughed and kissed him

we both walked out of the room

"hey daniel" jake said not taking his eyes off the telly

"oh hi jake" he walked over to him "how old are you now?"

"thirteen" he rolled his eyes "my birthday was literally last week and you put it on your instagram story" he took a sip of his drink

after getting most things done, i started to pack a bag of things for us

"hey, do you need help with anything?" millie asked

"urm" i started to think "can you make sure i have everything whilst i get the twins in the car?"

"yeah sure"

i walked into my bedroom to see daniel making alaska fly and blowing raspberries on her stomach

"what the fuck?" i asked laughing, he smiled sweetly at me "wanna put her in the car" he nodded proceeding to leave with a 'flying' baby

"do you know why caden isn't talking to me?" daniel asked sadly as we sat down on the blankets with waiting on everyone else

"no, is he not?" he shook his head "try taking him for an ice cream"

"what about you or the twins, i need to spend time with you guys too before i leave at three in the morning" he gave me sad eyes

"yes but at the moment i think this is more important" i smiled

i watched daniel get up leaving the twins and i on the blanket, asking caden, seeing caden still being silent but nodding grabbing daniels hand

"hey" corbyn and christina came over with nova

"hi, you must be millie" christina held out her hand as the girl approached her

"is no one else here yet? where's daniel?" corbyn asked a row of questions

"the others should be here but jack is always late and second he's gone with caden for ice cream to see if he'll talk" i explain

"caden isn't talking to daniel?" christina asked putting nova next to the twins under the umbrella

"nope, i think it's where daniel keeps leaving" i shrugged

"boom boom let me hear you say wayooo" i heard zach shout

"wayoo!" we all shouted back

"where's my favourite boy?" jack pouted seeing caden missing

"getting ice cream" millie replied, she pointed to the two coming back over

"one little girly, two little girly, three little girly" i heard jack say seeing he was recording aj, ollie and nova

"byn!" caden exclaimed running to him careful not to drop his ice cream

"i'm sticking unbrellas in the sand" jonah stated "i have a pop up tent" he chucked that at zach making him stumble

"mom can we go in the water please?" caden asked

"yeah, get changed in jo's pop up tent" i pointed to it

"can you help?" i nodded getting into the tent with him and changing myself

caden and i ran got out the tent and started to run towards the sea, i sat on the edge of the water whilst caden fell straight in

"does daddy have to leave again?" caden asked sitting next to me letting the water come over our legs

"yeah, he does" i looked at him sadly

"why does he keep leaving" he sighed leaning into me

"i know baby, it hurts me too" i kisses the top of his head "is this why you haven't been talking to him?" he nodded

"i feel like it will make him leaving easy" he started to silently cry

"oh hunny, that won't make it go away, do you know not talking to daddy is hurting him too?" he shook his head "it hurts him to leave is aswell"

"can we go spend time with him?" i nodded getting up

"we most certainly can" i held his hand walking back up, the sad look on cadens face definitely wasn't missed causing daniel to meet us half way

"you okay?" daniel bent down to his level, cadens arms hung around his neck

"i'm sorry" caden put his face into the crook of his neck

"it's okay, let's go enjoy the rest of the day"

being awoken from my slumber by the bed moving, i open my eyes to see daniel moving around, i sat up quickly

"hey baby, you okay?" he asked putting shoes on, i nodded softly

"we got to get you to the airport" i removed the blanket getting out of the bed

"no" daniel said softly "i got to take myself to the airport"

"but i always take you boys to the airport" i sat on the bed not understanding still putting my shoes on

"mackenna, i don't want you at the airport" he said more sternly "please"

"why?" i asked with my voice cracking

"please don't cry"

"you're asking me not to cry! yet! you're telling me you don't want me at the airport!" i whisper shouted at it was 2:30am

"kenna! i don't want you there because i constantly put us through the same pain!" he cried out "i'm leaving all the time, it hurt to keep saying goodbye!"

"so you thought you'd just sneak out! and not even say goodbye!"

"it's not like that!"

"it seems that way doesn't it! i get it you don't want me there!" i threw my shoes off getting back into bed, he sat on the edge of the bed sobbing into his hands

he walked over to me and wiped the tears i was crying "i love you" he kissed my lips "but i have to leave"

"i know" i sniffled

"i'll see you soon" i nodded watching him leave through the door as tears rolled down