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The time I'm losing,
The time I have lost,
My pillow wet in tears,
The fear waking up in the morning,
All of this, do you have idea how much it cost ?
Sometimes I'm scared of me!
I'm scared when I realize how much I'm hurting me.
I know I don't deserve this,
But still there is one one whom I can blame,
I told you how much I love them.
Those pills are not helping me anymore,
The headache won't go away,
No matter how much I take.
Give me something stronger please,
I can't fight it.
I thought I was the warrior of my own self,
In the mirror I saw a lion.
But it was all a lie,
Everything is around me  a lie.
Look at me, I can't even die.
I beg you let me die!

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