𝐨𝐦𝐞𝐠𝐚 || 𝐡.𝐣𝐬 + 𝐬𝐤𝐳

𝐜𝐡𝐚𝐩𝐭𝐞𝐫 𝐟𝐢𝐯𝐞 - 𝐥𝐨𝐧𝐞𝐬𝐨𝐦𝐞

"you're anything but weak."

chapter five - lonesome ;

when seungmin woke up, he could easily tell that jisung was going through another heat wave. the smaller boy whimpered in pain, and seungmin rubbed his back. "how bad is it? one being not that bad and ten being awful." "i don't know. a seven or eight?" seungmin visibly was worried about that. were an omega's first heat supposed to be this bad? he didn't know, but he was going to help jisung out. "jisung, we need to ask the others what to do. i don't know if it's supposed to be this bad," he whispered, and the slightly older boy held onto his shirt. he was afraid, and he wasn't going to lie about it. he was worried about what was going to happen if he had no one to help him through his heat. he's done nothing except let the heat waves go through his body and clean the slick that trickles down his thigh. he never thought about the others finding out, so now that they know, his mind is racing. "jisung, i know that you're afraid. we're not going to do anything to you, we promise. i promise, ok?" jisung nodded weakly and he sat up with seungmin. "let's go to the others, ok? i'm sure chan hyung or changbin hyung know what to do." jisung and laced fingers with seungmin as they walked into the living room.

there were only three other people in the living room when they entered ; chan, changbin, and hyunjin. seungmin let go of jisung and went to sit on the couch with hyunjin, while chan and changbin were seated at the kitchen bar. and, coincidentally, all of them were alphas, excluding seungmin, except for jisung. and the scent of an alpha never seemed so sweet yet so overbearingly painful until now. he dropped to the floor, his hand covering his nose. he knew that if any one of them got to close to him at that moment, he was going to go fucking crazy. "jisung, are you ok," chan said from his seat, slowly getting up and walking towards the boy. "no! no, i mean, i'm fine. just, don't come near me," jisung said, voice shaking as he attempted to scoot back. and soon, the smell of three alphas and a bitter smell of panic was wafted into his nose, and he wanted to throw up. "please don't come closer. i'm-i'm weak and vulnerable and i can't stand the fact that your alphas and the omega in me is about to burst." with those words being said, all four boys took some steps back. "jisung," chan said in a sturdy voice. said boy looked at chan. jisung's eyes were a bit glossy and his hands were over his stomach. "you're anything but weak." jisung just swallowed and nodded. "look, i can get one of the betas, how does that sound," hyunjin spoke up, not knowing what to say or do. jisung nodded quickly, and hyunjin sighed out of relief. "you want lix?" another nod. hyunjin walked away from the hallway and onto the back porch. felix and jeongin were sitting on the swing, laughing at something on jeongin's phone. "felix, i need you." "what do you ne-" "it's sungie." felix and jeongin whipped their heads towards the alpha. "what is it?" "i don't, i don't really know. just come on," hyunjin pleaded. felix nodded and followed hyunjin into the house.

the alphas were a bit more back when hyunjin and felix walked in. when felix saw jisung, his heart stopped. jisung was clearly in pain, and he looked like a lost animal. he cooed softly and kneeled next to him. when jisung noticed it was him, he latched onto him like a baby. his head was in the crook of felix's neck. felix slowly wrapped his arms around jisung's waist and helped the boy stand up. "sungie, you need to take shower, love. is that ok?" jisung nodded before whimpering quietly. with his hand around jisung's waist, felix directed the both of them into the bathroom.

when in the bathroom, felix was planning on leaving and waiting outside the bathroom. but just as he was about to leave, jisung grabbed onto his arm. "will you shower with me? i don't wanna be alone." and who was felix to say no? so he stayed in the bathroom and got in the shower with jisung.

nothing sexual happened, as jisung was just latched onto felix like a baby. felix softly shampooed jisung's hair, running his small fingers through the boy's fluffy hair. he then helped the boy wash his body, as he was in a lot of physical pain. when the shower was over, he helped jisung our and helped him dry off. when both of them were dried off, felix took them both into their room and put the boy into a big shirt(it was chan's shirt), and some shorts. he laid the boy down and rubbed his stomach. "jisung, how painful is it," felix asked, as he was trying to figure out what to do with the whimpering omega. jisung didn't say anything, just small whimpers and deep breaths. felix started to become worried and sent chan a quick message.

lixie 🥰 ;
jisung has gone to whimpering instead of talking and i don't know what to do. please help me.

it wasn't long before chan sent felix a text message back.

channie hyung 🦘💗 ;
i know this is going to sound weird, but he probably needs an alpha and his knot.

lixie 🥰 ;
are you suggesting we have sex with him?

channie hyung 🦘💗 ;
felix, it's what a heat is made for. it's either we leave him like this and make it more painful for him, or we do what mother nature says is right and make the pain less and have it last longer.

lixie 🥰 ;
are you gonna make him?

channie 🦘💗 ;
of course not! if he gives some kind of consent then it's ok. he can say no or stop whenever he wants.

lixie 🥰 ;
should i let him know?

channie 🦘💗 ;
yes, please.

lixie🥰 ;
ok

felix put his phone down and tapped jisung's shoulder. the boy opened his eyes and looked at felix. "sungie, you know what a knot is, right?" jisung's cheeks became a dark red, yet he nodded. "and you do you know that omegas should, you know, have an alpha's knot during heats?" again, jisung blushed but nodded. felix sighed and his own cheeks began to blush. "channie hyung suggested that you have an alpha's, erm, knot. to make it your heat less painful. does that sound ok with you?" jisung blushed and thought it over. he's done things with everyone except jeongin, since he became an adult this year. it wasn't the actual thing, but just some things here and there. but the actual thing scared him a little, but he knew that the boys wouldn't do anything to hurt him and would go at his pace. jisung looked at felix and nodded.

"that's ok."