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All Grown Up

20th june 1992

Its my birthday, my parent dont care, im finally fourteen, so is tommy but hes older them me by a month, my parents have broken up but he still pays her so they can fuck still, im in high school now alongside tommy who was my best and only freind, the bullying still carries on, they like to pull my long hair alot, so i decided to ask my parents a risky question, i walk out my room and can hear them doing it in my fathers bedroom, but i knock on the door and everything goes quiet until theres fumbleing and then the door open revealing my dad, sweaty and panting alittle "what do you want im busy" he says "....i..i
.i want a hair cut" i say, getting better with my stutter thanks to tommy "what why?" he says obviously not giveing a shit "its too long..." i say and i then get nervous again "too long ay" he them shoves me at the wall, this makes me go dizzy and black out.

When i wake up im sat on a chair and im chained up against it, the same chains that was around the fridge, even at 14 that was still my punishment, i now very claustrophobic because of this, i look around until my eye focus and i can see my dad holding something, "you wanted short hair, ill give you short hair" i then hear a buzzing and see hes holding a shaver and scissors, i then began to freak out trying to get free until he yanks my hair and instantly starts cutting my hair viciously and rough, i scream multiple time telling him to stop until i feel something against my head and felt a vibration, he was shaveing my hair, i try moveing my head even more but it was no use, i heard the buzzomg come to a stop and my tears sting my eye, my head feeling lighter yet colder, the chains then fall and the chair tilts makeing me fall out "all grown up, spoilt brat" he says before walking away to continue his "buisness".

I practically crawled to the bathroom and lock the door and crawled to the sink pulling myself up and i hesitantly look up at the mirror and instantly began to cry, my hair, was all gone, not one strand left.

I sneak past my dads room and out the front door knocking on tommys door, the door opens and tommy is there with a smile that soon fades "ok, come inside and well talk about.. This" he says putting his hand on my back helping me inside and we walk to his room.