Part 24

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     Bedroom Floors

I follow Mingi into the dim quiet apartment and he silently closes the door behind us. He walks me up the stairs and into a room with my few things mostly in boxes.

Without saying much he leaves me alone in the room. I scan over all my things from my past life. After changing into my sleep attire I slide into the small bed.

It's so cold.

My warmth is gone. They are gone. I feel so alone so trapped.

I shoot from the bed as my anxiety kicks in. Quickly I open the window and sit on the seal. I let the cool fall breeze hit my face.

For hours deep into the night I wander the dorm unable to relax though I yearn for sleep.

I find myself at Mingi's room. How can he sleep, how does he look so peaceful.

I sit on the floor and wait for nothing as my thoughts riot.

The cold voices surround me I don't wanna listen anymore, even if I close my ears it's no use, the staring eyes are blocking my way I can't see a thing. I escaped the prison but now I am trapped in my mind.

My mind is going haywire, I'm losing everything. I don't want to hurt anymore. Maybe if I just stop feeling it will all stop.

"Hana?" I jump at the sudden voice and see Mingi oddly staring at me.

"Are you okay?" he asks with concern and I just nod my head.

Awkwardly I stand up in the doorway waiting for him to say something. Mingi sits up on the edge of his bed.

Long moments of silence pass. I have no clue what to do. Everything just seems so foreign to me now.

"Do you want to talk about what happened or about anything?" He breaks the painful stillness.

"I..." I pause looking to the ground trying to gather my thoughts, "I don't know what to say."

"That's okay," he pats the bed next to him. Hesitantly I walk over and sit next to him.

"What happened that night." I say coldly not asking.

"I'm so sorry Hana-" he turns and pleas to me.

"Just tell me." I cut him off.

"I should've stayed with you. I trusted them to keep you safe, I should've been there," his voice begins to crack. "You hit it off with my friends so I thought you would be okay with them so I went and flirted with some stupid girls and got drunk.

"I was such an idiot. When I was leaving and didn't see you I thought one of them took you home. God damn it Hana I'm so sorry, I swear I'll will never let you go, I'll keep you safe." Tears begin to roll down his face.

"Im OK. Don't comfort me. You don't have to have pity on me. You don't have to stay with me, I'm fine," I harshly ignore his tears, "besides I have San and Hwa, they can keep me safe." I know my words hurt him but honestly I don't even care anymore. Everything is setting in. Greif driving my words not me.

"I-I'm sorry... If you even need anything you know I'm always here I can help too," he's taken back by my words.

"I don't want to hear any hopeful words. I can't fall asleep because the reality is to difficult to handle."

"Okay."

"Okay.." I lay my head on his shoulder. The most comforting I can do for him. He understands I know he does.

Hours passed. I'm lying on the floor next to his bed so he can sleep and so I don't feel alone. The moment I hear life in the house I jump to my feet.

I open the door and find a red haired boy staring bad at me. His eyes are wide as his toothbrush hangs from his mouth.

I quickly smile and walk past him. After a moment I here footsteps behind me.

"Want anything for breakfast?" he finally speaks.

"Uh sure, what's your name?" skeptically answer and ask.

"Hongjoong. We met a few times before. I use to have a mullet." I nod my head at his answer vaguely remembering him.

"Mingi won't be up for hours we can go eat somewhere."

"Do you know where San and Seonghwa live," I blurt out and he awkwardly stares at me.

"Yes... why?" he looks to me like I'm crazy.

"I need to see them," I coldly say.

"Lets go get breakfast then we can go see them," he kindly offers.

"Okay."

I go to change my clothes. I wear ripped skinny jeans, a black t-shirt, vans, and tie a flannel around my waist. Before I go back downstairs I check to see if Mingi is still asleep and he is like a baby.

    "Ready?" Hongjoong looks to me as I meet him at the door.

    "I guess."

    The drive was as awkward as it gets. I think I only said one thing to him the entire time. I guess I forgot how to socialize what do people even talk about.
     "So umm i guess you three are really close now," Hongjoong breaks the silence as we sit at our window table.
     "Really close," I sip my water.
     "What do you think about them?" he shouldn't be asking but i don't know what else we'd talk about.
     "San is like a brother to me i trust him more than myself and Seonghwa is amazing and perfect i don't know what i'd do with either of them. Being apart is driving me insane." I say all staring at my cup fiddling with my rings.
     "They are great guys, I'm glad you were at least taken with good people and not creeps."
     I turn back to him and smile. I take in all of his features from his eyes to his chin to his neck to his hands and let out a low chuckle as something catches my eye.
     You were there that night," i look hard into his eyes as they go into panic, "weren't you.

A/N
big update everyone! i'm posting a NEW story tomorrow! It's an Oneus theme based on theories from Valkyrie and Twilight. It's going to be sad dark and very spicy👌 i will either alternate between which one i update or just update which ever i feel like so i don't get burnt out.

If you can guess my Oneus bias i'll love you forever or whatev you wantBUT ooo cliffhanger what's going on! Does she think she knows? What's going to happen next?Have a great day everyone i love you all! Don't forget to comment vote and follow for...

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If you can guess my Oneus bias i'll love you forever or whatev you want
BUT ooo cliffhanger what's going on! Does she think she knows? What's going to happen next?
Have a great day everyone i love you all! Don't forget to comment vote and follow for updates!💕💕💕

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